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Have you read Borrowed Light by Anna Fienberg (1999)?
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BORROWED LIGHT
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Welcome to a realm where retro, synthwave, dark rock, and cinematic fantasy collide.
This channel explores the hidden meanings and symbolism behind stories, myths, and films through powerful dark synth-driven music. Each song is inspired by deeper themes within cinematic worlds—transforming their symbolism into atmospheric soundscapes filled with neon shadows, haunting melodies, and pulsing analog synths.
There’s a kind of spiritual theft no one wants to name.
Not the kind that feels mystical or cinematic—no glowing orbs, no soul contracts signed in blood.
I’m talking about the quiet, calculated act of dumping your karma onto someone else.
Of handing off your unfinished lessons like they’re a cursed heirloom.
Of saying, “Here, hold this,” while you walk away lighter, cleaner, freer.
But it’s not freedom.
It’s parasitism.
It’s siphoning someone’s blessings while dodging the consequences of your own choices.
It’s spiritual fraud dressed up as fate.
And the worst part?
It works.
For a while.
You get to bask in someone else’s glow, ride their momentum, wear their grace like a borrowed coat.
You convince yourself you’re healed, evolved, chosen.
But karma isn’t fooled.
It’s patient.
It waits until you’re comfortable.
Then it knocks.
Harder.
Because the work your soul was meant to do cannot be outsourced.
It cannot be skipped.
It cannot be buried without consequence.
What you try to bury will come spilling out toward you.
Twice as strong.
Twice as loud.
Twice as sharp.
The soul refuses to be cheated.
Truth doesn’t knock. It breaks the door.
Some of us have carried what was never ours.
Some of us have fed off what we didn’t earn.
And the reckoning doesn’t come with ceremony.
It comes like rot.
Like a blessing that curdles.
Like a mirror that won’t blink.
You’ll know it by the way your joy turns sour.
By the way your borrowed light starts burning holes.
By the way your own name starts feeling foreign.
There is no shortcut.
No charm.
No cleverness.
Only the slow, brutal work of becoming.
Of composting what you buried.
Of growing something that doesn’t taste like someone else’s grief.
Not mystical.
Not clean.
Just honest.
Just earned.
Just yours.
Latest Episode: 2.24 – Unrestful
Very soon, a new Borrowed Light will be upon us, covering even more of the civil unrest around GPol's campus, and this is a good chance for you be fully caught up when it does!
Our most recent episode is 2.24 – Unrestful, which covers a lull in the escalation, and introduces some new faces, before things go sideways once again...
Additionally, Adam spent some time fixing up the deeper recesses of the RSS feed to try to resolve some issues with how the podcast interacts with certain platforms, so hopefully, everything is all the more organized and legible now... He'll only know if he succeeded based on listener feedback, so feedback away, listeners!

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by Mike Leake | If there is a way to spot a Judas it’s not found in results of ministry, it’s not found in eloquent speech, it’s not even found in what he/she appears to be treasuring. We are probably healthiest when we do not treat people with unwarranted suspicion but also when we aren’t surprised by depravity. True discernment will be...
New Episode: 2.21 – Back to Work
Happy Pride from all of us here at Dice Punks!
If you want some celebratory actual-play podcast content, our current campaign, Borrowed Light in Weird Age Games' Hard Wired Island, is significantly about queer people banding together to fight back against incipient jackbooted authoritarianism on humanity's first space-city, Grand Cross, in the far-future year of 2020!
Today's episode is not maybe the most concentrated dose of that stuff that we've got coming up in our release schedule, but it does hint at some of what's to come, which is often more strongly Pride-month-aligned.
And hey, whether or not you listen, happy Pride -- be yourself out loud, fight for others to be able to do the same, protect each other, be radically inclusive, and [redacted] anyone who tries to stop any of that <3
New Episode: 2.18 – "Beep Boop" Is the Sound of the Police
This week in Borrowed Light 2.18 – "Beep Boop" Is the Sound of the Police, the Frontispiece Four come under police scrutiny, and have to figure out how to move their resident technological cryptid through the streets to the basements without getting picked up by the cyber-fuzz...
Also, I wanted to mention that the system our current campaign is played in, Hard Wired Island, is currently running a Kickstarter for a hard-copy reprint, so consider checking that out!