#bornagainvegetarian

wasn't it cute how that shit rhymed and not even on purpose. 

So on saturday I quit eating meat, I'm cutting out hella fast food, I'm doing yoga and some exercises around the house. I'm just trying to be healthier I haven't smoked a cigarette since the new year, and I smoke ONE on my birthday but I couldn't finish it. My body is really sore from the squats and everything but it's just nice. i feel like my life is finally starting to have purpose again.

And I guess not saying it didn't before, but I was just so sad missing people and wishing I was home when I knew I couldn't be. I think that time frame I gave myself to feel all the sads I needed to feel was a great idea, cuz now I'm feeling peppier...and happier. Im just focusing so much energy one the good things that I'm putting in my body that i don't have time to really focus on the bad things. And that's really good. 

the whole vegetarian thing isn't even really about losing weight granted I've gained some un wanted pounds I really just want to be healthier and taste better...that's exactly what I meant the lesbian in me wants to taste gooooodd fo da ladies ;) ahah and with all my body issues, I mean the pain issues, I just really really REALLY have to start taking care of my self, and controlling my damn urges...

WILL POWER, just because you WANT 59487 powdered donuts doesn't mean you need to eat them all...eat some damn brocoli... ANYWAY, I need to go do my squats...

ALSO BITCHE WINTER OLYMPICS HAPPENS REAL FUCK SOON! I HOPE YOU PANSY ASS BITCHES ARE READYYY....

SPEAKING of the olympics....