#bookadorer

Thanks, redbeard-n-frieda for tagging me!

one song: Joaquim, Oscar & The Wolf

two films: Pride and Prejudice, and Anastasia

three TV shows: Grey’s Anatomy, Friends, the Vampire Diaries

Ahh!! My friend suggested that to me a few months ago too. It really does suit them but then sometimes I read Chapter 62 and it reminds me more of “Animal”

Thank you for your suggestion! As a token of appreciation here is a small thing that I made up yeah:

» It’s been two hours since Warner left. Two hours since the tears have stopped. Two hours since I completely lost myself in a place that I told myself I will never go to again. Not now.

But I am so, so tired.

My mind is a huge canvas with all the wrong colors splattered on it that it’s giving me a headache and my heart my bones my body feels like collapsing but it can’t because it’s already dead and I’m already dead and

I’ve been dying again and again and I can’t seem to stop. Can’t seem to just die and let my pain my tears my misery evaporate and never come back again—

But, oh, too many people are already dead because of me. And I cannot afford to bury myself in my own grave because I don’t want to die I can’t die I can’t leave this body this place this world because I need to kill Anderson for everything he’s done.