⊹ people assume he’d want somebody loud enough to match his energy but his entire life is noise, meetings, violence, people demanding things from him, chaos everywhere. when he comes home and finds you curled up on the couch reading or scrolling through your phone in complete silence, it genuinely relaxes him.
sometimes he’ll just flop down beside you and put his head in your lap. neither of you say anything for half an hour. he doesn’t need conversation. he just likes being near you. spending quality time with you is the best part of his day.
⊹ everyone in bonten knows you’re his weak spot. everyone knows. the second your name comes up, sanzu changes completely. his expression softens. his voice loses that dangerous edge. he’ll answer your texts in the middle of important conversations and not even try to hide it.
the funniest part is that he thinks he’s subtle but he isn’t. one time somebody joked that you had him wrapped around your finger. the room went completely silent. everyone expected sanzu to get angry. instead he shrugged and said, “yeah, obviously.”
⊹ he gets ridiculously soft when you’re affectionate first. normally sanzu is the clingy one. he’ll throw an arm around your shoulders, pull you into his lap, grab your hand whenever he feels like it. but the rare moments when you initiate affection - he completely malfunctions.
if you quietly take his hand first, he’ll stare at you for a second because he genuinely wasn’t expecting it. if you lean against him while you’re sleepy, he immediately goes quiet. he’ll act normal on the outside but he’s replaying that moment for the next three business days.
⊹ if you’re talking to someone else for too long, he’ll eventually wander over. if you’re sitting across the room, he’ll somehow end up beside you within ten minutes. if everyone’s gathered together, his arm ends up resting against yours before he even realizes he’s moved.
one night you’re sitting with ran and rindou while they’re telling some ridiculous story. you’re actually laughing - a rare enough occurrence. twenty minutes later, sanzu walks into the room, takes one look at the situation, and immediately sits beside you.
ran raises an eyebrow. “we’re having a conversation.”
sanzu glances toward you. “not anymore.” he says as he takes you over to his office.
⊹ there are nights when bonten keeps him out until ridiculous hours. nights where everything goes wrong. nights where he’s exhausted, irritated, and running entirely on caffeine and stubbornness. during those nights he becomes quieter than usual. not angry. just tired. and no matter how late it gets, eventually he texts you.
“awake?”
“you home?”
or sometimes just your name.
the first time it happens, you ask if something’s wrong.
“nothing’s wrong.”
“then why are you texting me at 3 a.m.?”
there’s a long pause. another minute passes. finally his reply appears.
“wanted to hear from you.”
⊹ he develops this habit of pressing a kiss against your forehead whenever he walks past you. sometimes it’s your temple. sometimes your cheek. sometimes the top of your head while you’re focused on something else. half the time he isn’t even paying attention to what he’s doing. it’s become so normal that neither of you notices it anymore until one day kakucho does.
you’re standing in the kitchen talking quietly about something. sanzu walks by, leans down, presses a quick kiss against your hair, and keeps walking without breaking the conversation he’s having on the phone.
kakucho stares.
“…what?” sanzu stares back.
“nothing.”
⊹ after something genuinely dangerous happens, sanzu spends the next few days sticking unusually close to you. he’ll deny it if anyone points it out. claim it’s coincidence. act irritated whenever rindou starts making comments but everyone notices.
especially you. he keeps reaching for you. checking that you’re there. touching your shoulder when he walks past. pulling you beside him on the couch. resting a hand on your back whenever you’re standing nearby. eventually you ask him about it.
“you’ve been acting weird.”
he looks at you for a second.
“thought I lost you.”
the words leave his mouth before he can stop them because sanzu almost never admits things like that. after a moment, he sighs and pulls you closer against his side.
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kakucho doesn’t react loudly when something happens around you. he doesn’t raise his voice or make a scene. he just notices everything first. if someone makes you uncomfortable, he registers it immediately, but he doesn’t act right away. he decides and calculates. when he finally speaks, it’s already over for whoever crossed the line.
you don’t really have to explain when something feels off. kakucho already sees it. the way your posture changes. the way your answers get shorter. the way you go quieter in rooms where you’re not fully comfortable. especially around bonten members who are louder by nature, he notices everything you don’t say.
he adjusts without making it obvious - moving closer, redirecting conversations if they start leaning too far. if it’s necessary, he shuts it down with just your name and a tone that makes people stop. later, when it’s just you, he’ll ask, “was that too much?” and if you say yes, he just nods once. “i’ll handle it better next time.” no argument. no questioning.
even sanzu, who pushes most limits, is noticeably more restrained when kakucho is near you. ran jokes about it once. “you’re the only one who can silence him.” kakucho doesn’t respond. later, when sanzu makes a comment that even slightly crosses a line, kakucho just says, “don’t.” and it’s enough.
kakucho is a hopeless romantic at heart - also extremely loyal and attentive when it comes to you. just because he's busy most of the time, doesn't mean he won't take you out on dates often. he always makes time for you and if something too important happens and your plans change, kakucho will make sure to make it up to you with flowers and lots of gifts - he takes this very seriously.
because of his past, it was difficult for him to put down the walls around you at first. when you first started dating, he was restricting himself of showing affection. after kakucho gets comfortable, it gets difficult for him to hide his love for you. behind closed doors, he loves holding you close to him. he enjoys making out on the couch and hugging you from behind while you're cooking.
cuddling you to sleep every night also fixes his insomnia. after spending a few nights together, he learns that he has no nightmares when you're around. whenever he can't sleep, kakucho will randomly show up at your place in the middle of the night saying "I can't sleep without you" as you welcome him into your embrace and warm comfy bed. he passes out like a baby as soon as he's in your arms.
oh, bonten kakucho is the most touch-starved person ever. he would never admit that but he is longing for a hug - he physically and emotionally needs it. the first time you cuddled up with him on the couch, he was beaming with that warm feeling in his chest. he immediately wrapped his arm around you and pulled you closer.
