i've uploaded some elahe demos that i found on a file sharing website :-]

the differences arent that major, just mostly w the mixing. i think its much more audible in quiet ones. (speaking of, the file name for that demo was titled 'Nothing Seems to Matter', idk if thats what the uploader gave it or that was the working title for the song but... idk, something of note?)

links to watch:

closest thing to heaven

killing with kindness

The Chinese elm is still in the process of throwing off all its leaves, though, to punish me for the insolence of putting it back on the window sill like 3 millimeters from its previous spot. It hates that.

I need to figure something out with that damn elm. You look at it funny and the next second it's completely bare... Sigh. Seems like a species problem, though.

The baby wisterias are slooowly getting tiny leaves again. My husband was convinced they were dead because they were just two tiny little sticks through the winter, but I always knew they'd come back with the sun.