#boleynss

perhaps but i have a job now you know, i do make quite good money and i need it too. i can’t just go back to being unemployed for god knows how long, i am looking around but that also doesn’t happen overnight. i won’t let it get too far of course, there’s a reason why i keep hearing people have quit a lot over time but i’m used to tough work and also difficult people. it’s just .. i finally have something making a good monthly salary. waitressing is the most underappreciated thing you can do and sometimes it just gets to you like now. one of these days i’m just gonna tell her bc even tho it’s not a matter of not wanting to lose me, they can’t.

i have the next two days off so that’s something, it’s been going on since i started working there tho. i’m replacing this girl who got pregnant (they talk about her like some angel sent from heaven) and it seems like i can’t do anything right. i work at a chinese wok restaurant, both the female and male boss are constantly on my ass about shit. i’m trying my fucking best, for hours there are empty plates and bottles and my coworkers are nowhere to be seen. when something goes wrong, it’s always my fault. i only have to reply with yes and okay bc apparently that’s a sign of respect when i want to explain my actions. i’m basically the only thing keeping the restaurant together and running yet i’m the most underappreciated person there always getting shit on. saturdays are always hell with 350+ people and everyone is being relaxed walking around with one or two plates when i come back with fucking 20 on my arm walking the same path. i dripped some sauce from a plate today on a woman and she gave me literal hell, i was running the entire back on my own where groups sit of like 30 people, then we had a few of 20 and the side with 6 on each table ON MY FUCKING OWN so i told her to give the dry cleaning bill to my boss and also apologized ofc (even tho she said i didn’t like ok cool w/e) walked away. no one is doing what they’re supposed to be doing but aye I DO EVERYTHING WRONG go fuck yourself honestly i’m so done one of these days i’m just gonna explode and tell her if this doesn’t change soon i’m gonna quit and since i’m the only one working full time, i can bring the entire restaurant to shit. appreciate me dammit. the only reason i’m still there are my coworkers but that only takes you so far. i just .. god i’m so done

LMAO

it’s not even bc of how far we might get, it’s the entire experience tbh, the unison and fun and trash I DON’T WANNA MISS IT BC STUPID WORK i actually think i’m gonna do it

I’m glad you like it! ^_^

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haha no its absolutely okay, honey :D i now on a little hiatus cuz i have so much to do IRL but i promise as soon as i free from rl stuff, i’ll back on tumblr and make more mr robot icons ;)