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“Jimin!” You called out, as if he could hear you anyways. The music blaring meant that unless anyone was actually listening to you, they wouldn’t hear your muffled voice at all. You were pushing through a crowed of people, apologising as you looked up at all their faces trying to see if any of them were the person you were looking for. You sighed and stopping moving for a second, standing on your tiptoes trying to see above the crowd to see if he could actually be anywhere near you, you walked all the way down the hall and into the lounge room, where the music was coming from. There you found him, sitting on the couch across the room with two girls with a bottle of alcohol in his hand. You walked up to him, ready to give him a piece of your mind. He noticed you before you even made it to him.

“There you are! I was just telling these girls about you” He says to you, smiling so big his eyes disappeared. You just stood there with your arms crossed, looking very displeased.

“She’s my best friend, she’s so amazing, I think you’d get along so well” Jimin says to one of the girls. She just nods, slowly grabs the other girl’s hands and leaves, going back into the crowd. You sigh, sitting down next to him.

“I’ve told you not to walk off on me like that, you make me worried” You say, he just hugs you and nuzzles his head into your shoulder.

“I know but I lost you in the crowd so I tried to find you but couldn’t so I just sat here hoping you’d find me, which you did!” He pulls back and squishes your cheeks, still smiling so big.

“You’re so cute, you know that?” He coos, still squishing your cheeks.

“And you’re drunk, you know that?” You roll your eyes at him, smiling a little and pulling his hands away. You take the bottle out of his hand and place it on the coffee table amongst tons of other bottles that are probably spiked by now.

“Hey I’m not that drunk” he giggles, booping your nose.

“Yes you are, it doesn’t even take a lot to get you drunk, you’re a lightweight and you know it” You sigh, remembering every single party you’ve gone to where you’ve had to end up taking care of Jimin, which was almost every single one you’ve been to since you both turned 18.

“Okay okay I admit it, but only because I-” he stops, his eyes going wide as he gags suddenly, he covers his mouth and you immediately grab his hand and rush him to the bathroom upstairs. You had to push through tons of people and find a bathroom that wasn’t taken by people having sex (or almost having it), you were worried you weren’t going to make it before Jimin throws up all over the floor, but thankfully you found an empty bedroom with a bathroom at the end of the hallway. You quickly pulled Jimin in there and he collapsed in front of the toilet and started puking his guts out. You locked the door to the bedroom and then sat next to Jimin on the bathroom floor, rubbing his back to comfort him. He leant over the toilet for a few more seconds before slowly sitting back, trying to catch his breath.

“I’m sorry” He mumbles, his head hanging.

“What?” You reply, not knowing what he was on about.

“I’m sorry that it always ends up like this, you having to take care of me because I never listen to you and always get so drunk that I either vomit or pass out, even though I promise every time that I won’t drink too much” He says, nervously playing with his fingers. He sounds a little choked up.

“Jimin, stop it” You say softly, leaning towards him trying to see his face. He looks up at you, his lip pouting and his eyes big. You crawl up to him and turn him to face you.

“The only reason I come to these parties with you is because I know you’ll end up in this state, regardless of whether I tell you not to drink a lot or not” you smile, “I just don’t want you to get hurt, you know I’m not much of a party person but I tag along to these things for you! To make sure you don’t do anything stupid, so I guess if you didn’t end up like this there would be no point in me being here.”

He just stares at you, looking lost.

“I know that didn’t make any sense and is probably confusing for you to understand in your state but basically, please don’t feel sorry for this. You’re my best friend and I’m glad that I’m here for you rather than just letting you end up passed out half dead in a field or something, and besides I could probably do with some loosening up and getting drunk with you every once in a while” You softly hit his shoulder. He smiles softly at you. You feel a little pang in your chest, this has happened a few times before, at little moments between the two of you, you can never really understand it so you try to just ignore it.

You slowly stood up, reaching out both hands to Jimin.

“Come on” you smiled. He looked at you confused, but he grabbed both of your hands anyways. You carefully helped him up and walked him to the bed, it was big and looked so comfy. You told Jimin to lay down and he was still confused, but he was so tired that he didn’t even question it. You crawled on the bed next to him and the bed was so soft, you wanted to get under the covers so badly.                                                                                                

“Do you think we’d get in trouble if we got under the blanket?” you asked.

“Who cares? It’ll definitely be worth it” He replies, smiling mischievously. You both start to giggle quietly as you pull all the neatly made covers up and scramble under it, going far down until the blanket touched your nose. Jimin giggled even more at how cute you were acting, joining you in creeping all the way under the covers. You both just laid there giggling and smiling at each other, you don’t know why it was so funny to either of you, but it felt good. Being with Jimin always made you feel good, sometimes more than just ‘hanging out with my best friend good’. This moment right now was one of those times, hearing Jimin’s high pitched laugh, it made you feel so happy. You stopped giggling, feeling that little pang in your chest, you suddenly had the urge to snuggle into Jimin. Before you could even process what you were feeling you were already burying your face into his chest. You’d cuddled with him before obviously, he’s your best friend, so why did this time feel different? Jimin sighed peacefully, wrapping his arms and legs around you and pulling you close. You had your arms wrapped around him, nuzzling your face into his chest as much as you could. Even though he’d had so much to drink, he still smelt so good. He started to rub your back softly, running his fingers up and down and drawing little shapes.

“I love you so much”, He mumbles into the top of your head “I really mean it when I say you’re so cute. I mean everything sweet I say to you”. You felt that pang again, except this time it was all over your body and the most intense feeling you’d ever felt.

“I know you think I just say these things because I’m your best friend or because I’m drunk right now but it’s so much more than that, I mean them from the bottom of my heart”, He mumbles again, wrapping his arms around you tighter “You are just so cute and you don’t even realise… Actually when you don’t even realise how cute you’re being is when you are the cutest”. You had no idea how to process what was going on, other than just lay there with your head buried in Jimin’s chest, drowning in this intense feeling.

“You’re also super cute when you get super happy or excited and you get so bouncy and your eyes just light up and get so sparkly, and how you smile so big that your eyes smile too” You felt him smile into your hair, “like yesterday when we passed by that big fluffy dog, you got so excited and almost started crying, I swear whenever I see you like that it makes me feel so happy too”. You were really in shock at what he was saying. Where is this even coming from? Did he really mean any of it?

“And I know you hate it, but I really love your nose, especially when it crinkles up with your eyes when you laugh… Oh gosh your laugh, I’ll admit it’s funny but in the cutest way possible, especially when you laugh so hard that it goes high pitched” He chuckles softly, you were blushing so hard, thank god he couldn’t see it otherwise he would be teasing you for it.

“Oh and when you get flustered from me teasing you, forget what I said before that’s when you are definitely the cutest. Even though you get mad and tell me off and pout at me, you really don’t understand what that does to me when you do that” you can feel him smiling so big, “it makes me feel so giddy and happy and my heart beats so fast. Honestly I feel like that all the time when I’m around you, but just seeing you so pouty and cute like that just makes me want to grab your cheeks and kiss you so-” He jumps slightly, realising what he just said. Your eyes were wide, wondering if you heard that right. He unwraps himself from you and sits up, looking humiliated, he can’t even look at you.

“I’m so sorry, I got too ahead of myself because of all the stuff I was saying. I understand if you don’t want to be friends with me anymore” He whispers, sounding like he’s about to cry. You just stared up at him, not knowing what to do. All you knew is that intense feeling had grown even more intense, the feeling was because of Jimin, hearing him say all those things. It made you realise that that pang in your chest that you got sometimes when you were around him, the feeling right now, it was because of him. The way he was talking about how he feels around you, how he always wants to kiss you, everything was becoming clear.

Before you could even process what you were thinking, you were kissing him. Your hands on either side of his face, thumbs caressing his cheeks as your lips moved in sync. You were straddling him as he ran his fingers down your back, resting them on your hips. Your body was on fire now, only feeling this incredibly intense feeling that you still weren’t entirely sure what it was. You lifted yourself up on your knees, trying to deepen the kiss you didn’t think could get any deeper. You were above Jimin, your hands holding the back of his head as it faced up towards yours, never letting go of your lips. The kiss was now becoming sloppy and messy as you both desperately tried to feel as much of each other as you could, and god it felt so good. Jimin whined in your lips, the hardness between his legs becoming extremely apparent. You sat back down onto him, pushing yourself down onto his bulge as much as you could, softly grinding against it. He whined louder, pulling away panting.

“I need you, please” He whispered, barely even audible. He rested his forehead against yours, as you both watched your hand move down his chest, agonisingly slowly. Once you reached his crotch, you moved yourself back so you could rest it on his now rock hard bulge, throbbing from the previous friction.

“Please” His voice cracked as he begged, trying to move himself under your hand to create any kind of pleasure. You smirked, why did you feel some sort of joy from seeing him whimper and beg for you to touch him? You slowly ran your fingers along his length through his jeans. He immediately jerked from the pleasure, sharply inhaling and throwing his head back. You softly ran your fingers along his length a few more times before you suddenly starting palming him. He let out a gasp that turned into a moan, clenching the bed sheets hard. He was already such a mess because of your touch, and god did it make you wet. You started to unbutton Jimin’s jeans with you free hand, still palming him with the other. As soon as you pulled down his underwear you wrapped your hand around his dick, rubbing your thumb in circles around the tip, watching eagerly as precum started to drip out. He was looking down at your hand, watching it’s every move. You started to slowly pump up and down his shaft, causing him to jerk up into your hand. He had his head back, eyes squeezed shut, wanting to be completely engulfed by the pleasure. You had never seen him look so beautiful, completely submissive to you. You couldn’t take your eyes off his face as you pumped him, watching every expression on his face and every noise come out of his mouth.

“Faster” He whined. You slowly started to speed up, just barely faster than before yet that was still enough to make Jimin jerk his hips up into your hand. He started fucking your hand, grinding up as you pumped down, his hands were clenching the bed covers so hard that his knuckles were white.

“I-I’m so close” Jimin stuttered biting his lip, which for some reason turned you on so badly. You leaned into his neck, kissing his soft skin so gently he wasn’t sure if it was real or just in his imagination. That was until you suddenly started nipping and sucking at his skin, causing him to gasp and turn his head so you had more access. You smirked against his neck as Jimin started mewling and panting softly as he came into your hand, leaving the sticky substance dripping down your hand. You pulled yourself back to look down at your hand, then at Jimin who was looking at you with hooded eyes, still panting from his orgasm. You smirked as you brought your hand up to your mouth, Jimin’s eyes widening as he suddenly sits up straight again. You slowly start to lick his cum off your palm, letting out a noise of approval at the taste. Jimin bites his lip, a look of shock mixed with want on his face. You slowly insert your fingers into your mouth one by one as you get all the cum off, keeping eye contact with Jimin the whole time. Once you get it all off you lick your lips one last time with a final swallow as you smile at Jimin.

“Holy fuck” He chokes out, “that was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen. I did not expect this at all where have you been hiding this side of you this whole time?”. You raised your eyebrows at him with a smile, feeling your heart race at the compliment.

“I don’t even know, guess now that I’m realising my feelings for you all the stuff I’ve been holding back is coming out” You giggled softly, Jimin being taken aback with that comment.

“Am I still cute though?” You pouted, Jimin breaking into a huge smile.

“Of course, but you’re also now incredibly sexy” He chuckles, grabbing your hips and slowly capturing your lips in his. You smile into the kiss, resting your hands on his shoulder as one hand slowly runs through his hair. You pull on his bleached blonde locks as he slowly pushes you back onto the bed. You bite on his lip and pull it, letting go as he looks down as you with a look of love in his eyes. You remember all the past times he looked at you like this – which was hundreds and hundreds of times – that you just brushed off because you would never even think about a man as perfect as Jimin ever being in love with you, you were lucky to even have him as your best friend. You had been repressing your feelings for so long and you never even knew it.

“You’re so fucking gorgeous” He mumbles, slowly kissing down your neck. You let out a gasp as he reaches the sensitive spot just above the dip in your collarbones, he smiles as he starts to suck on it. You tugging on his hair again, breathing harshly and moving your head to give him more room. How was Jimin making you squirm so bad at the bare minimum?

Once he was sure he left a few marks on your neck he moved himself down your body, lightly brushing his lips over any area of skin that was revealed, and since you were in a party suitable outfit that wasn’t hard. Once his face reached the hem of your skirt he smirked up at you and you gave him a pleading look in return, biting your lip. He lowered his head further, brushing his nose and lips along your inner thigh as he did so. He opened your thighs further, placing himself in between them. He lifted your leg onto his shoulder and slowly kissed up it, it was so agonisingly slow and his lips felt so plush and soft against your sensitive skin. You let out a soft whine and Jimin smiled into your thighs as he continued kissing. He started softly nipping at your skin, which hurt a little bit but it felt so good in the moment. He was softly rubbing his fingers along the other thigh, the combination of the sensations together causing your need for Jimin to build higher and higher. He smiled up at you as you squirmed, trying to get him to hurry up, but he only went on to kiss and leave marks on other thigh. You huffed in frustration and propped yourself up on your elbows to look down at him.

“Jimin this is sweet and all but please just eat me out already” You pleaded, causing Jimin to let out a muffled giggle into your thighs, the vibration causing you to softly whine. Jimin brought his head back up to your crotch, slowly lifting your skirt up onto your stomach and sliding your panties all the way off. You whimpered at the air hitting your wet pussy, just waiting for Jimin to touch you in any form, you didn’t care what he did you were just desperate for him to touch you.

He parted your lips with his index and middle finger making you softly gasp, smiling softly at how wet you were, how desperate you were for him to touch you. He placed a soft kiss onto your clit before placing his tongue flat over your hole and licking a stripe all the way up, causing you to jolt sharply and grip the bed sheets tightly. He starts messily licking and sucking your clit, you forgot that he was drunk until now, but you didn’t even care because god it felt so good. You were arching your back and moaning a blend of curses and Jimin’s name, you didn’t even realise that one of your hands had found its way to Jimin’s hair and was tugging it, trying to gather every inch of pleasure that his mouth could give you. Jimin’s hands were slowly sliding around, grabbing your ass and pushing you up into his face. You let out a loud moan as he tightly squeezed your ass and you started grinding onto his face in time with his tongue movements against your clit, your thighs clenching around his head. He moved one of his hands from your ass up to your entrance, inserting his index finger and curling it up to your g-spot, you arched your back with a gasp that ended in a moan of Jimin’s name, moving your other hand up from the sheets to grip his hair. He was curling his finger up in time with his licks, which was driving you absolutely crazy. He eventually added in his middle finger, stretching you out with his fingers using scissoring movements and curling them back up into your g-spot. Your thighs started to shake, signalling that you were getting close. Jimin just kept on going, sloppily licking and sucking on your clit whilst his fingers were fucking you deep and hitting your g-spot. God if he was this good drunk, you can only imagine what he was like sober. You started feeling that warmth rising in your stomach and your vision started to get blurry, you tugged harder on Jimin’s head and pushing your pelvis up into him and grinding into his face, wanting to feel every inch of him as your orgasm was getting closer by the second. Your moans were all hitched, you tried to scream his name but it never got out as your orgasm hit you. It hit you harder than anything you’ve ever felt before. You couldn’t even moan, just barely whine as your thighs shook and your hips just stuttered against Jimin’s face. He pulled away to watch your face as you came against his fingers, your eyes rolled back under your almost-closed eyelids and your mouth open trying to release any noises possible which were just mostly hitched squeaks.

Once you finally started coming down from your orgasm, your back slowly relaxed back down onto the covers, and your chest heaved softly as you panted. Jimin slowly removed his fingers; much to your protest, as he slowly licked them cleaned. You softly sighed at him and shook your head, even though all you could think about was how beautiful he was.

“Hey don’t shake your head at me I’m just trying to be sexy like you” He pouted.

“Okay I’m sorry, you did well” You laughed softly, wrapping your arms around him as he lied back down next to you. You placed a soft kiss on his lips, stroking his cheek with your thumb. You two just lied together in silence for a few minutes until Jimin softly said something.

“Does this mean… You’re my girlfriend now?” He looked at you with soft, almost sad looking eyes.

“If you want me to be; yes” You smiled, silently thankful that he couldn’t see your cheeks turning bright pink. He giggled happily and snuggled harder into you.

“Should we sleep here?” He said, muffled into your chest.“I really can’t be bothered going back home so please”, and with that Jimin was up and stripping down to his boxers. You followed him and sat up, struggling to get your skirt off while laughing at yourself.

You both got back into the bed, snuggling with the covers all the way to your noses.

“I love you so much” Jimin mumbled sleepily as he kisses your forehead. You smiled into his chest, feeling so content.

Why did you repress your feelings for him for so long when loving him felt so amazing?