#blvckmgc

^: I want to be your friend.

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Dear person I hate, 

               There’s plenty of reasons to why I have such hatred lingering                within my heart whenever I think of you.   Some  people  have                names similar to  yours,   if not I’ve heard it from time to time.                To think, I was someone who was crumbling into the pieces,                who fell into the temptation of causing destruction around me.                T o r n up and thrown carelessly from every angle. 

               If only I could have done the same to you too.

               I wake up every once in a while, if not every night. Assuming                that  your  palms was wrapped around the sides of my neck,                your nails sinking into the flesh.   Blood,   my  blood  on your                fingers.   Your damn voice   -- the way you taunt and laugh in                front of my face.  Because you said it:  I was a mistake. I was                too imperfect. I am too weak to the bones to where my body                became thinner in order to please the satisfaction that maybe,                j u s t m a y b e I could have been more to you than a woman                you sleep besides out of pity. 

               I have loved you for all that you were,   from moments when                you were perfectly fine. Yourself. And when you thought that                being  under  the influence could mend everything together.                That blaming  me  for  what  you  did  wrong  can  fix  things.                Sometimes,   letting  go  of  people  who don’t deserve your                attention is perfectly fine. And walking away from something                that is no longer there, is okay too.

               Because a first love, isn’t the best one either.

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～>_<～ :Something makes them cry at nights

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