the familiar delicate smile causes his own to surface. it has become a smile he has grown familiar with, something that at times feels like it is only reserved for him. but he is the same, when was the last time he found himself smiling in the presence of another? a smile that hasn’t be practiced to deceive others but one of genuine joy. when he joined the academy he didn’t expect to be finding himself in the presence of another so often let alone be asking for a dance during a ball; life works in mysterious ways.
even so his smile has yet to leave him even when dimitri tells him there is a promise he cannot keep. eyes widening ever so slightly in surprise at the comment itself and how unlike dimitri it is, but his smile does not waver because of it. he would recognize that line to be sylvain’s any day, but perhaps he should thank the red haired for being a perfectly bad influence on the blond at times. ‘ so i already have swept you off your feet ? ’ he questions a glint of amusement in his eyes. ‘ that is good to know. ’
his hand find the other’s, ‘ you can make it up to me next time. ’ huh. next time? only now he realizes what he just said; assuming that there would be a next time like that. for once he is grateful that his back was already turned.
the dance itself goes fortunately better than expected. it has taken a great deal to get used to the dances of nobles in fodlan as it is very different from the types of dances he is used to. but he is lucky that dimitri is a good dance partner to have. so good that claude has yet to gaze down to make certain he wasn’t standing on his feet. their movements come so naturally, finding rhythm with ease. ‘ perhaps these dances are not so bad after all ‘ he cannot help but think.
it was in that moment that claude forgot about the past and the future ahead of him, solely focusing on the present and the dance between them.
however his own thoughts are lost on him when he hears him call his name with a sweetness he has never heard before in his life. if he hadn’t been so used to keeping up a mask, it might have slipped there.
it’s that very sweetness that makes him gaze down for the first time expecting dimitri to comment that he must have stepped on his feet, but the comment never came and instead he is met with a question he never expected to get. he blinks several times. ‘ you want me to visit faerghus with you? ’ he repeats after him, only now realizing that the music has stopped but fortunately no one appears to have heard the question but the other. however before he can respond the next song begins and the two find themselves moving to the side, away from the dance floor. ‘ come ’ the house leader says, still holding onto dimitri’s hand as he guides him outside.
the soft breeze brushing past his face is a welcoming thing, only now realizing how warm it was inside (or was it something else?). ‘ i -- ’ he begins only now realizing what is asked of him. claude never had any stability in his life, even his life in fodlan is uncertain. for how long will he manage to stay duke before another duke comes to dethrone him? he is far too focused on his dreams for the future to be making promises like these but is he not allowed a bit of happiness as well?
his gaze finally meet those blue hues again, drawing a smile from him that he at first believed he had lost ‘ yes i will go to faerghus with you. ’ a pause, ‘ but only if you come with me too. ’ and he understands the confusion, he really does. ‘ no not the leicester alliance, somewhere else. ’ but what else other than the place he should call his home? ‘ it’s a secret. ’ a cheeky smirk spreads across his face, ‘ after all you’re dragging me to this really really cold place so i am allowed to have this one secret am i not? ’ he says giving his best pleading face, followed by a laugh soon after.
finding comfort in the other’s present and the cool air, claude leans slightly against him, ‘ say when we get to faerghus you’re not dragging me to go swimming are you ? ’ a shiver running down his spine at the mere thought of it ‘ because i’m absolutely refusing to ! ’ what follows next is something he could have sworn to be a laugh and at that moment, just for a brief second claude felt as if it wasn’t so bad after all.
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