#blue&yellow

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ﾶ   ִ     have a little patience   ˙      ִ   ױ

By Zevaaa

I woke up today

Feeling my hand incased in warmth

The sun through the window

Into my muted world

I was in a trance

My fingers twitching under the sun beam

And it brought me back to the days

When you and I were a team

I didn't dare move

Breathing shallow but fast

Afraid the warmth of golden will run away

And you'll be out of my grasp

But then I think about the story

That I made, forced, wrote

The mask I wore myself

The words I spoke

About how they once brought you

Bouts of giggles, an immense joy

About how I asked you if you'd be my friend

And nodding your head was your choice

It was the best decision of my life

I told you so then

And it still remained true even on the day

When you packed your paints and turned,

When I needed the courage

You called me the brave, the leader, the first line

When I was anything but because I couldn't speak past the lies I designed

I'm the heart you said, I wish I could say "you were always mine"

My tongue has said words

Cold and harsh that I didn't want to shout

And yet you, wise and warm, forgave me,

Never once turned it around

The journal with your name on it

Still lives on the shelf in my basement

And I surround myself with you

In my self made enslavement

"Her" rolled up heart lives on my wall

The only lie you've ever told

I knew it was yours

But I couldn't call it out because I just wasn't bold

now you're sitting under the dancing lights

With his hand holding yours, clasped tight

Eyes creased in awe and glee

You were always meant to be free

And my room is closed up,

Dreary and cold, my one rue

But just like you always find me, inevitable like the air,

This morning, the curtains blew

And my blue was surrounded in the yellow hue