he can't be in town ā deep infiltration work ā but special days are always remembered! there's a care package at the door. coffee capsules, carefully wrapped peonies, sugar cookies! (store bought, but transferred to a tin to pretend they weren't, even if he knew she'd be able to tell) and a card, handwritten every year. happy birthday, aunt lo. i'm the man i am today because of the woman you are. ā”
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šššš šššš šššš ššš šššš, surprise doesn't await her. while birthday wishes would slowly trickle in from acquaintances, along with impersonal gifts, ( her favorite kind. ) dick grayson never missed the day. a fact that no doubt astonished a younger lois lane ... with how flighty the boy proved to be. underlying was a much more daunting reality ... she had people who showed up for her. people as constants. despite how busy things got, no matter how forgiving she'd be at a late gift ... it never happened.
warm smile on her face, lois scoops the basket into her arms, and closes the door with her hips. now was a rare pocket of time where lois finds herself alone in the house. kon and clark were always in and out, and jon was ... becoming busier each day. ( though, all three of them were probably out tearing up the grocery store together in her honor. ) before she allows herself to become too sentimental, she parks herself on the couch, gifts in her lap.
she leans into fresh - cut flowers, taking in the scent before cracking the lid of the cookie tin. yesssss ... thank god he didn't bake. really. ( she loved all that processed crap. ) holding one between her teeth ... eyes slide over to the one element lois lane subconsciously delayed --- his card.
metropolis's star reporter didn't cry. never of weak stomach or mind ... hardly allowed her heart to sway any decision in the name of unbiased journalism. but, she knew her weak spots. namely, her kids. unwavering goodness matched with a love in her chest that remained entirely unconditional. even thinking about dick for too long was enough to get her misty eyed.
she takes a bite out of her cookie, and tentatively pries open the notecard. humble, penned in cerulean ink. when she reads his words ... she can hear his voice, see his face. she runs it through one, two, three times before palming her phone, and dialing dick's cell.
voicemail, of course, but she's no less content. " heyy blue jay --- it's me. " voice is full - bodied + loving into the phone. her thumb traces over the path of his ink pen. " i got your gifts, the peonies are beautiful ... travelled well too. " some of the pigment comes off on her skin. " i hope you aren't working yourself too hard. " the kind of statement that begged for a witty quip that he was sure to enjoy ... but her mouth goes dry, and her mind blank. she felt horribly sentimental. a burn in her chest that wouldn't go away, the emotional lilt beginning to seep into her voice. she knew richard grayson needed lois lane just as bad as lois lane needed richard grayson. that the words she spoke freed her heart, and his understanding of them filled a vacancy. she knew more than anyone that unless she spoke something ... she'd live her life in an unknown. he needed to know. he deserved to know how loved he really was. " i'm proud of you, dick. thank you for thinking of me ... if you ever need a place to stay, or someone to talk to, i'm here for you. always. love you. "














