Sep 21, 2023
Memeco-sensei posted these.
This was my rant in response. Because I. Love these.
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Memeco-sensei posted these.
This was my rant in response. Because I. Love these.
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Kousuke and Catullus.
I have a point, trust me.
Not the best translation, but I wasn't gonna do it myself atm. But. Do you see my vision.
Important poll.
Would you fuck Ohshiba Kousuke?
Yes
Could be talked into it
After a drink or five
If he begs for it
If Masahiro comes with the deal
No
I hope he fucks only himself for the rest of his days
<3 C:
WIP
For the most part, it was more than fine to simply be there, in the kid's immediate proximity, and entertain themself with the simple things he'd try to do: the constant exploration of the same few rooms, the pacing, the occasional cleaning, the rearranging of things, the first few attempts at putting a meal together for himself. Just ensuring that none of this would cause harm was enough for Kousuke, most of the time. That and holding their hand out against the teddy bear that Megumi had bought for Masahiro to play with as he hugged it to sleep, to pretend it was them in his arms and to let him know that they were still there, and always would be to watch over him as he woke up.
It is vital to me that everyone in the Hitorijime fandom knows that Kousuke canonically has big boobs. Like not just in his fem version, he just apparently has huge pecs. Thanks Memeco. Very cool.
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Sorry for not updating the feed earlier or with more consistency, I am honestly going through the blues and suffering from "my work is meaningless" disease.
I do encourage that fans of Hitorijime read the fics I share under the feed tag (though I'm only sharing the ones written in English for obvious reasons) and that they consider the people behind the fics when they do.
I'm not about to complain about my fics not being particularly relevant in the fandom space, though of course that's a big component. If I feel negatively about responses, surely so do other writers in this small fandom.
I suppose I really just mean to remind people that leaving kudos and comments on fics you like is just as important as reblogging art and such, especially when there
Sometimes one will post a 10k word fic and it will get nothing at all in terms of hits and kudos. And that is probably on me (since I'm that dumbass). I write too much and probably not very well. The fact that it happens consistently is making me and other people I know consider quitting it altogether.
I don't mean to say: "Give us kudos or write your own."
I sadly can't will this hyperfixation away, so, for as much genuine grief as it is currently causing me, I will still be writing and posting to ao3. I just ask that you consider interacting with the works you read, whether they were the best thing you've ever read for a shitty bl fandom or just "kind of alright".
Sorry for the excess as usual. I'm just kind of hurt over the lack of response to something I put effort into.
Thank you for reading and uh, cheers. Have a good one.
Read the new volume. Actually very happy with it.
Considering some stuff about my writing and whether it's any good. Mh.
At any rate, volume 14 was a great read, but the English translation sucks ass as usual. "Sayaka" instead of Ayaka...? Really?
As to whether I'll discuss the volume, eh. Might. We'll see.
Feeling demotivated as fuck. Man. What is the pointttt of doing anything at all. Especially writing and drawing ejfhejjf aka the two things I'm devoting my life to at the moment. I am simply not good enough to be satisfied with myself or gain recognition from others- and sorry, but without any of that, pride of the creator be damned, there is no way one can really stay motivated, not consistently. I say this as someone who keeps working even when they are down below the ground, let it be known. It's just... Yeah, admittedly, spending hours upon hours on something nobody else will ever perceive, praise or criticize simply feels hollow and wholly meaningless.
I am incredibly grateful to like. The two people who look at what I do. I'm sorry for still being an ingrate and deeming it all not enough. It's just. Man. Struggling with self worth and knowing nobody outside of you likes anything I make? Yeah oof. Doesn't help that tumblr kinda decided to keep my posts out of tags for some time. I'm just. Tired.