It's amazing how some people that make poor mistake over and over again can Give the best advise. My boyfriends brother made a comment about having a girl spend the night and she's attached. He asked me if it was true cuz I've spent the night a lot within the past week of bein together. And he's right. You do become attached. Spending the night is a great deal to a girl. And it fills us with hope that everything is going smoothly. And it sucks that this is all right cuz my boyfriend is having a hard time with an ex and he doesn't know how to handle the situation and it's causing him stress. And a lot of it. And right now there's no one I can talk about with all this cuz their all tight In that house and everyone knows everyone else's conversation. I wish I could talk to his brother in hopes he'd say something that would make me feel better about my boyfriend saying we need to talk and how he wants us to be friends cuz of all this stress. An that it hurts to ask something like that to me cuz he really likes me. Back to what I said earlier. You have a girl sleep over. There's hope. And I'm hoping right now that he'll let me stay and see that I can handle all this with him and that I'm stronger than I look. Cuz I'm really attached and have hope for a longer future than a week together. A week as of today matter of fact. It's strange. I feel like he's been a part of me my entire life. We can talk about all our stories and for the most part we remember all the important parts of them. Sitting here and crying isn't going to keep him. Neither will blogging. But at least I can type. And feel a bit better instead of sending him tons of messages while he's working. And this ex of his needs to be handled. He's worried about taking me out cuz he doesn't want anyone that she know telling her that he's with another girl. We all know that it won't be easy for him if she finds out. She's more than an ex to him which is so rough. There's so much about him that I adore. I really hope he stays and accepts my help
