#blognight

Yes, tomorrow is the first day for the new semester we will be facing (feumnl). New challenges, friends, faces will be observed and seen. Anyhow, What about school? I'll be taking Communication2, Journalism2, and Broadcasting, 3 of the most difficult courses in one's Mass Communication Life. And we say Yes! And Go! For that. Just always remember to put God first (Jesus Christ) and Proirities first and look forward for a brighter way for us.

I've never been one to be the "social" girl. This year seems to have taken quite a dramatic twist. I'm suddenly trying to fit to find time for myself. When I thought no boys liked me, seems like god heard all my prayers, he brought three boys into my life, and boy was I excited. John, my coffee shop story. Jacob, my best friend who I fell in love with. And Edgar, my best friends boyfriends best friend. It was a wonderful but bad combination. I mean Jacob had finally wanted to go out... but I'm getting ahead of myself now. So let’s go back to the first day of school. (BTW: don’t think I forgot about the back to school blog, its coming... SOON. lol. Tuesday: the first day of school. I wasn't excited to start school, I knew that as soon as I went into school, I would have to say goodbye to my social media. Luckily I have found enough time to keep my twitter and tumblr. Well, I went to school not nervous at all in fact it felt as if I wasn’t even going to school. I got to my zero period class and well I liked the people there. I mean sure I had my ex best friend in that class but I didn’t mind, she would stay on her side and I on mine. I went to my 1st period, Pre Cal. I had my friends in there so I was good, until the teacher started to talk. He was so rude and he totally does not know how to teach! Like he only makes you copy what you see in the book, whatever you think might help you. For the homework you were on your own... turns out the notes you took during class don’t help at all with your homework. This class was going to be a self teaching class. That means it required more work. Period two came and I and Edgar had already called each other babe about 20 times loll. Period 2 was AP U.S History (APUSH) I could tell this class was also going to take most of my times. Great my first three periods would be the most challenging classes I had this whole year. 3rd period came and I had Elizabeth in it. Yay! It was Spanish AP. we sat next to each other and began to catch up on our summer. I told her about my boy craze and she told me about her k con weekend. Classes started and we were told to only talk in Spanish or else points would be deducted from our grade. I'd never really told a story in Spanish before, but by day four I was a professional at telling my stories in Spanish. That class finished too soon, it was time for 4th period, and I couldn’t get Jacob out of my head... I wanted to know if he'd be able to call today. If he had gone away. Or if he had actually gone to school today. Art class went by fast too, Edgar’s and I testing had been non stop... any chance I had to text him back I would. After 4th lunch came. I was excited in hanging out with my two girls. We quickly found each other and went to a new place to eat lunch, no longer at the cafeteria but by the blue tables. We were finally out and we loved it. We talked about everything that happened to each and every one of us. I was put to the worst questioner of all. Questions about Jacob and Edgar were being thrown at me. I didn’t mind it of course... these were two of my favorite people to talk about. So I answered. Lunch finished and I couldn’t wait to hang out with Edgar, Stephanie, and Alex after school. Chemistry class was next; I didn’t find it to be to hard... I mean of course it was only the first day. Then the last period of the day, English. I was so ready to go home by then... the only thing keeping me up was Edgar. I went to my English class and I took a seat, waiting for Elizabeth to come in. she did, but then they put us in ABC order and well I'm number 1 and she’s number 6. So we didn’t sit next to each other. My favorite subject is English so I naturally loved this class. The bell rang and it was after school, my dad picked me up and on the way home I saw what I feared the most. My phone started ringing I took it out to see that it was, and it said "Jacobs Mom" I had feared for this moment since the day before... I knew he was gone, I looked at my screen for a while, I couldn’t believe he was gone. I answered... terrified for what the news could be. I said hello, then a familiar voice said "HEY!" it took me a while to realize that it was Jacobs voice and not his moms. I was so happy at that moment nobody else mattered because he was on the phone and not at juvie. He was home. I asked him questions and freaked out so much because he didn’t have to go. Lol. He had to do community service and well lets say since my church is so nice... he’s going to be doing them with me :) lol. We talked about him first day of school, just like his ad promised the day before... "Look ill call you tomorrow at 3 and I’ll ask you how your first day of school went." I found it so cute how he did exactly that. We then hung up... it was 3 something, I decided to do my homework because I had a lot... 4 came faster than I expected it. It was time for the date with Edgar. Let’s wrap this up by saying... he held my hand and I loved it. He hugged me and I loved it. I loved the fact that he was so interested in me... nobody had ever given me that type of affection. He had won my heart like that. I knew he wanted to kiss me but I just wouldn’t allow that to happen... I got home and I finished my homework, showered and went to sleep. Wednesday. The same thing over but instead this time I got homework from every teacher... great. Elisabeth started to notice that anytime I talked about Edgar I would get red... she was the first who would find out that I really did like him. When I was on my way to 6th period I passed the attendance office and he was there... I got so red I could only manage to turn my head towards Elizabeth’s direction and pretend I didn’t see him. As soon as I thought I was on the clear I heard his friend yell "oh like that!" I didn’t want Edgar to be mad so I went back and gave him a hug. I loved it. I went to my 6th period. I joked with him about stalking me... little did I know that passing period to 6th would later mean so much to me. I got home and no phone calls from Jacob... well for about 3 minutes then he hung up without even saying bye. I started to talk to john to help me with pre cal homework me and him started to flirt again. I felt so dirty doing this... how could I flirt with two guys at once? I went to bed trying to figure out who I liked more... Edgar won that. Thursday: more homework. Less sleep. Edgar waited for me during passing period and he hugged me... and I couldn’t help but want to hold his hand so I did that... when we pulled away I grabbed his hand and let it go and went to class. This was the moment I knew that I really liked him. He wanted me to stay after school to hang out with him but I couldn’t I had to be home to finish my homework... I went home and felt bad. Jacob didn’t call. But I didn’t really mind... I was texting Edgar all day. And he really made me smile... with every "babe" my smile would grow bigger and bigger. Night came and john was still trying... I knew I couldn’t keep going so I "fell asleep" I texted Edgar till my eyes couldn’t stay open any longer... I fell asleep with my pillow around me... it makes sense now because we were talking about us falling asleep together and hugging each other lol. Friday (today): by now, I was done with school. It was Friday, I got to relax and wait till tomorrow do my homework. I wanted to see Edgar so bad, because by today I knew I liked him. The way Elizabeth and Stephanie described how I would get when ever I would talk about him. Let’s see when ever I would talk/read one of his messages I would get red. My eyes would have a sparkle to them. I would smile and my eyes seemed to be looking at the most beautiful thing in the world. Apparently this never happened with Jacob. But it’s because I could feel of these things inside of me with him... unlike Edgar I couldn't and didn't want to hide that. I came home thinking that Monday would be the day I would let Edgar kiss me... but then Jacob called. Yup. He’s back. Leaves for two days and gets a bigger part of the blog then anyone else. Let’s see. Okay so he called and I answered and I couldn't help but get excited. He talked about how his parents finally let him go to the movies with me. So you can catch me watch the 1D movie on Sunday :) we talked about him having a girl and about me and Edgar... I think we both like each other and something bound to happen... imp scared. So I don’t want to make this about him because to be honest... I really don’t want to say how I feel because I only get more confused and I hate that. I know I like him... but what about Edgar??? So we will see what happens on Sunday. Expect a full and accurate blog about Jacob on Sunday. And on Monday a blog about Edgar.