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Heyyy

hmm are you feeling well even im not with you?

I miss you a lot😔

I miss all the things that we made up together😔

I miss the old of us😭

Namimiss mo din kaya ako?

Sorry nga pala sa nagawa ko sayo,alam kong mahirap,mahirap nang ibalik ang dating tayo pero gusto ko lang humingi ng tawad sa kasalanang nagawa ko sayo😪

Sorry kung di ako naging tapat,o nagsabi sayo ng totoo

Gustong gusto kitang kausapin at lapitan upang makipagayos sayo kaso ang hirap magsalita at madadada sa tabi mo lalo nat hindi mo naman ako pinakikinggan,

Alam kong di maganda ang nagawa ko sayo pero gusto ko lang sabihin na thankyou nga pala sa mga memories na nabuo at binuo nating dalawa nang magkasama,salamat sa lahat lahat ng mga ginawa mo para saakin hindi ko pinagsisisihan na nakilala kita at naging parte ka ng buhay kong walang kwenta😔

Hmm thankyou sa lahat lahat,maramung salamat sayo

Sorry ulit😔kung mababasa mo man ito sana malaman mong mahal na mahal parin kita

Bago ko ito tapusin may itatanong lang ako

One is enough, Two is too much, and Three is dangerous.

Once upon a time, theres this one person. I believed in everything he says I believed that he is trustworthy. But in just one glimpse, everything fades. He disappointed me because I never expect him to do that kind of mistake to me. I was blinded, blinded with truth. But because I love this person, I trusted him again for the second time and as usual he did that mistake again. Oh God! I gave him the trust all I thought he deserve but that's what my biggest mistake.

Yah! I've been fooled once--twice rather and I will never ever let my self be fooled again for the third time.

And as other people often say, "trust is like a mirror you can fix it if broken but still see the cracks in that reflection".

Am I that girl na Hindi kayang IPAGLABAN, KAWALAN😂,hindi pinagkakaTIWALAan and yet hindi kayang MAHALIN!! AM-I-LIKE-THAT?? 😐

-na para na lang akong HANGIN, na nararamdaman naman nila ako, pero parang wala lang😶

-Pero TAO naman ako ah, nagkakamali, nasaksaktan at nagmamahal😭

It is only the first (1st) quarter of the year. There are still three (3) remaining quarters to welcome New Year. There are still more time to enjoy every months of the year 2022. People still can enjoy every moment together with their family and friends; to embark on a new adventures and create lifetime memories. Every New Year starts, I would immediately looks forward to my favorite holiday that really has a special place in my heart; Christmas Day. The day when we commemorate the birth of Jesus Christ. The day when happiness has no end. The day when the word full no longer exists in our vocabulary because you can’t really avoid eating delicious food every Christmas Day. As we, the Filipinos mark –ber months (September, October, November, and December) as the start of the Christmas countdown, the ever-famous and nostalgic smell of Bibingka and Puto Bumbong would remind us that it is almost Christmas Day though there are still few months left to celebrate it.

What are these Christmas delicacies? Bibingka is just one of the few famous rice cakes in the Philippines; a soft and cushioned rice cake cooked in a pot lined with banana leaves. Its aroma is just as addicting as someone puts magic potion in you. On the other hand, Puto Bumbong is also a rice cake; violet in color steamed in a bamboo tubes topped with cheese and grated coconut.

Pre-pandemic just hits really different when the season of Christmas is coming. I would wish my schedule in school was Afternoon shift so the dismissal would be around 6:00 PM and I could smell and buy my favorite Bibingka and Puto Bumbong. What is more, every mass around months of September to November and Simbang Gabi when December comes, you would see countless vendors selling these tasty and mouthwatering kakanin. The feeling you could not explain when you start eating it hot along with your family and friends is just that a feeling you would miss after the Christmas season ends.

When Misa de Gallo ends, numerous Filipino would wait for a minutes to hour/s to have the two classic rice cakes every Christmas; Bibingka and Puto Bumbong. Our family often asks for reservation because most of the time these two rice cakes (kakanin) sell out really fast and it just Christmas evening is not complete without having it in our table.