#blind!harry

HIII!! I'm currently working on a lot of random stuff, some definitely angsty but I don't have anything to put out at this very second!

My marriagecounselor!harry series is pretty angsty! And so are a lot of the blurbs!

My blind!harry series is a little anxiety, and some of the blurbs especially "need you with me"!!

This blurb about racer!Harry and y/n is probably the most angsty thing I have!

My (unfinished) Broadway harry series is very angsty!

Summary: “What does Niall look like?” “Why don’t you ask him yourself?” Zayn counters. Harry can feel him shifting on the bed next to him, moving to sit cross legged as he always does when Harry gets serious. “Because people always talk themselves down,” Harry says. “Like when you told me you’re nothing special even though I have it on good authority that you’re a walking talking god.”

Summary: Harry is feeling emotional during Y/ns rough pregnancy. 

Warnings: should be none! 

Harry has been upset recently. Not visibly, he doesn’t let it show. He’s been bottling it up for four months since his wife got pregnant. Her pregnancy hasn’t been easy nor fun like Finnleys was. She has been in pain all of the time and constantly nauseous to the point where she can’t even play with Fin. 

It’s taken a toll on Harry. He feels like no matter what he does or how much he wishes and prays that his wife will get better nothing is working in his favor. Everything has gotten worse and worse as she gets closer to her due date and it’s worrying Harry since she is only four months. 

Today was a great day from the start, they woke up with smiles on their faces and Finnley giggling while trying to sneak into their bedroom. They got in extra cuddles with Finnley and each other, having little tickle fights. They even felt little storm kick in Y/n’s tummy for the first time. It was an all over great morning. 

Harry popped right out of bed with Finny on his hip and made breakfast for the family, getting in some personal time with Finnley while he cuddled into him while he was cooking their breakfast. 

Y/n didn’t seem to feel too bad, she was smiling and not complaining about any pain or nausea which made Harry happy. He really hated hearing that his wife was in pain. 

It was all happy and fun until Harry found Y/n in the downstairs bathroom throwing up and sobbing. Harry was instantly upset and say with her, holding her hair back. “Why didn’t you call me down?” He asks softly, a little upset. Y/n shrugs, wiping her back of her mouth. “Didn’t want to bother you.” Harry shakes his head, sighing. “You aren’t a bother.” 

Y/n nods, brushing her teeth while she winces in pain every five seconds. “What do you need?” Harry asks, rubbing her back and pecking the side of her hair. She sighs, looking down the the sink. “I’m in too much pain. Im just going to rest on the couch. I can’t make it up the stairs.” Harry nods, kissing her head while let’s her make her way out and into the living room, staying in the bathroom for a second longer. 

He trudges up the stairs, walking into Finnley’s room where he is now awake and smiling, bouncing in his crib. “Daddy!” Finnley smiles. Harry pulls him out of his crib, kissing his head and setting in the rocking chair he used to rock him in every night when Finnley was a newborn. “I love you.” Harry says, his nose pressed into his head and his eyes shut. 

Finnley rests on his daddy’s chest, still in his pajama onesie from this morning. “Daddy is upset.” He sighs, his voice shaking. Finnley smiles, looking up at Harry and smacking a kiss on his cheek. Harry giggles, thanking him through his tearful eyes. “I think mumma is going through a lot right now and I feel like I’m not being a very good husband.” He rants to the only person that he can. He doesn’t want to go to Y/n, this pregnancy is already weighing heavy on her emotions, he doesn't want to add anymore. “I just wish I could be better for her.” He chokes a sob, closing his eyes tight and trying to breath through his mouth to calm himself. 

“And I feel like it’s making me a crappy daddy too, I’m just so stressed. I’ve got a lot on my plate.” Finnley smiles, squishing his dad's cheeks. “Dada!” He squeals, giggling. Harry smiles, pressing kisses to his face. “You always know how to make me smile, don’t you bubby?” 

Y/n comes in, a frown on her face. “Finny are you up?” She glances at Harry. “Oh, thanks for checking on him.” She steps closer and sees the tears on his cheeks, frowning. “Hey, what’s wrong?” She asks, taking Fin from him and placing him in his crib, giving him a toy to distract him. Harry laughs, wiping his tears and shaking his head. “It’s stupid.” 

“If you were in here ranting to Finnley about it it’s not stupid.” She says, a hand in her hip. Harry shakes his head, “you don’t need to stress anymore.” Y/n sits down in his lap, kissing his cheeks and wrapping her arms around his neck. “I’m your wife for a reason. I’m supposed to know everything about you. Tell me.” Harry's chin dimples and he starts crying all over again. “I just… I feel like I’m not being a good enough husband because you are in so much pain.” His voice grown high and he finally breaks down to her. 

Y/n pouts, kissing his frowned mouth. “You don’t need to worry about me. Just because this pregnancy is hard doesn’t mean anything. I’m gonna get through it and we’re gonna have our baby, Kay?” Harry nods, snuffling. “Okay.” 

“We’ll be alright.” She smiles, cradling his head in her swollen chest. “We’ll be alright.” Harry smiles, petting her baby bump. “Love you mummy.” 

“I love you too.” 

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Blind!harry

Harry had wanted to stuff his cock into his wife as soon as he woke up. He was needy and wanted to be taken care of as soon as he opened his eyes today. He woke his wife up with a shake, already pulling at her little sleep shorts that weren’t great for coverage, trying to pluck the top of her little tank top down.

Once she wake up he was already whimpering for her, “mummy,” he whispers, his lips on hers. “Move your shorts, I need to be inside of you.” She sleepily agreed, moving her shorts aside and letting him push in.

He smiles when he felt her leaking through her shirt, pressing where her nipple is before he pulls her top down, her breast bouncing. He instantly latches onto her leaky breast, licking over the milk that was already spilling out before he started sucking it out.

Usually she would have woken up around this time to pump, but today harry had other plans.

”You cheated on me.”

“______, it was a dream.”

“You still cheated on me, what were you thinking?”

Blind!Harry

I love you ✨

Harry sleepily stumbles into the kitchen, standing behind his wife who was making breakfast at the stove.

“You cheated on me.”

Y/n whips her head around, her hand coming to cover her heart while she tries to catch her breath. “Jesus, Harry. You scared the shit out of me! You need to walk a little louder or something.” She smooths out her silk pajama set before turning back to breakfast she was preparing for her boys.

“You cheated on me.”

She glances back at him, rolling her eyes. “Harry, that was a dream.”

He dramatically scoffs, folding his arms against his chest. “That doesn’t mean it hurt any less. You still cheated on me, what were you thinking?! We have two kids together.”

“It was a dream, H. I was in bed next to you snoring like an old man.” He moved closer, wrapping an arm around her waist. “But it seemed so real.”

“It wasn’t. You’re all I need, babe. I promise. Just you and our babies, okay?” Harry nods to himself, kissing the top of her head. “Okay. But I’m still hurt.”