Jun 28, 2023
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heyyyy jude @blemishez
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" don't worry about it. guy at the counter owes me, anyway. he won't care. "
she is so @blemishez xo.
what was carmy's relationship with his siblings and his mother like growing up? (i'm really curious about your headcanons for this because it's something i have thought about so much!)
random questions for carmen
When it comes to his mom, I honestly have no idea yet. She's mentioned so scarcely, and we know so little about his relationship with his parents outside of the fact that they were unhappy. But considering the fact that he doesn't speak to her anymore (or at least has avoided her since coming back from New York), I'm guessing it might not be great. I think the fact that the breaking point for him was that Michael cut him out, instead of something to do with his parents, also says a lot. Carmen was the baby of the family, but maybe didn't have that close relationship with his parents? Considering he was always the odd one out as well, I'm thinking the same might have been true with his mother that might have been true with others: they always preferred Michael.
Anyways, the show does tell us a lot about his relationship with Mikey, but I think there's a lot still to be said about the heroic view that Carmy had of him. This shows to me, so obviously, when he says that he had absolutely no idea that Mikey was on drugs/addicted to anything, and everyone else kind of laughs in his face because it was so obvious. To Carmy, even when his relationship with Mikey was "ruined", his brother still could do no wrong in a lot of ways. There had to be a reason behind what he was doing, a good reason. Even by the end of season 1, he is still grappling with that.
And then Natalie! I love her, first of all. Second of all, my theory that his mother was not overly present/close with Carmy comes from the fact that Nicole seems to do a lot of mothering when it comes to him. I'm assuming this may have been the same for Mikey, considering she cosigned the loan for his business, and maybe handled financials to a degree? Anyways, she kind of seems to even out the chaos of the brothers, and I think was a bit of a reprieve from the intensity that Mikey seemed to have, as much as Carmy loved it.
@blemishez as jude said: "you want to get cleaned up? maybe take a shower or something?"
paris, texas.
the flesh would scab, and the grime would dry and cling in the valleys behind his ears. it might be another day or two, at least, before he could find --
he blinks, dry enough he can hear the click, taken aback. he knows he looks like hell, so that assauges any split-second worries he had about his ever-stoic face giving anything away.
mutt chews the corner of his lip from the inside, pinched between canine teeth, then looks up. " yeah. " a heartbeat or two ticks over. " 's there one here? "
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elliot rests his head on his hands and listens to the music. it's a break from studying for once, from some of the harder moments in his life, from the terrifying things that might be lurking around the corner. " you've got a really warm presence, you know. i'm not sayin that in a weird way. "
✿ for alice and adam mwah
ALICE. <33
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blown eyes blink reluctantly back into reality, vision focusing on the hand waving in front of his face. it takes him a second to realize the hand belongs to alice. “oh, hey,” he greets vacantly, adjusting the dark frame of his shades. seems like the night’s winding down. most people have either shuffled out of gabe’s penthouse in search of the next party or passed out on his floor by now. “if you’re looking for adam, i don’t know where he went. check — i dunno, around.” @blemishez liked.