๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ :ย a tavern in troit, azgeda ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ : present ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ : @hainofablaizโ
๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ like the first time in months.ย ย blaiz had told her that theyโd be venturing outside of the aztrap and into a nearby tavern for their new year event and venus had only rolled her eyes and mentioned how off their timing was.ย ย secretly,ย ย she was grateful that she hadnโt been a prisoner for longer,ย ย because otherwise the timing would surely convince her that she had really been here for a year.ย ย she had drowned down her thoughts with wine but not before she had twisted and turned her hair into two thick braids at the back of her head;ย ย she had made an effort to look pretty even if she didnโt entirely feel it then.
now...ย ย now,ย ย the tavern is loud and boisterous and a welcome distraction from her thoughts.ย ย blaiz and venus arenโt alone;ย ย his cohorts have joined them,ย ย people she only vaguely remembers the names of,ย ย and as they sit down at the table venus follows suit...ย ย except itโs not a chair she sits in but blaizโs own lap.ย ย she can feel the heat rushing to her cheeks already at the movement,ย ย but what is their arrangement for if not this?
venus moves her face an inch away from blaizโs side,ย her lips coming to a stop before his ear.ย ย โ do you remember, โย ย she murmurs slowly,ย ย her breath hot as she moves an arm to wrap around his shoulders and keep her in place,ย ย ย โ when i said iโd give you the best performance of my life? โย ย her free hand moves to his chest,ย ย slowly sliding upwards,ย ย and venus pulls away to look at blaiz.ย ย only to look at blaiz.ย ย with her heart pounding in her chest,ย ย she doesnโt think she could endure making eye contact with anyone else right now,ย ย and something in her mind says stop while you still can but she doesnโt.ย ย she doesnโt.ย ย ย
part of her wants this and itโs not about blaiz;ย ย itโs the alcohol,ย ย itโs the loneliness,ย ย itโs the fact that she has never felt wanted and never been touched and nobody is coming to save her,ย ย not even bellamy.ย ย it had been over two weeks since her disappearance,ย ย almost three,ย ย and sheโs past being tired.ย ย she might as well know the touch of another no matter how false it might be, ย and the wine she drank earlier gives her the confidence to instigate just that.ย ย ย venus swallows down the emotion in her chest as she continues,ย ย โ i meant what i said. โย











