#blainearps

lucky! I’m working a 9 hour shift tomorrow.

cwm!klaine ;; 

Really it was something he didn’t talk too much about. Where a lot of his scars that littered his body came from. Especially the ones from ... him. A lot of the time it was because he couldn’t think too hard about them or they’d  drive him insane. 

But as Blaine slowly ran his fingers across them with so much concern in his eyes -- he couldn’t help but think about them. The reasons behind them. The pain. The tears. He hated how that man had marked his body in irreparable ways. 

Especially the handful of scratches that had ruined his tattoo on his ribs, the ones Blaine was touching as he traced the tattoo with his fingers. He knew Blaine didn’t mean anything by it but Kurt could only just let his eyes close as his heart sank. 

“Blaine ... please ... “ He mumbled, tucking his face into his arms. “Just ... not there. Not today. Please ... ?”

kaIIIIJAAAAAAA i d e k what to rate this bc its so sWEET

cwm!klaine ;;

You didn’t deserve any of this. You didn’t deserve any of this. You didn’t deserve any of this...

It wasn’t the first time Blaine told him this. It wouldn’t be the last time, either. No. .. but right now? 

When his breath wasn’t coming correctly, when he couldn’t get his head straight. When he’d broken down thinking that he was somehow in their apartment? How he had broken down into tears because he was so utterly horrified ... When he’d started mumbling that this was all his fault and that he was sorry. So sorry. That he didn’t deserve the comfort his husband was trying to offer. 

But those words ... he heard them. And it was so nice every time he heard it. 

He just hoped ... Blaine wouldn’t change his mind. 

Honestly, this wasn’t new. And, when the words finished coming out of his cast mate’s mouth he wasn’t sure he was surprised. But, the hot rush of jealousy gathered in the pit of his stomach as he felt her hand tighten on his arm. That alone was enough to make him turn his head and -- 

Oh. 

Blaine was .... flirting back? He was standing with his elbows rested on the table in front of him, attention focused completely on the man who was flirting with him and -- oh. Oh. It was Blaine’s cast mate. The tall, blonde man that was ... not Kurt. He was so not Kurt that it made complete sense that .... Blaine would like that. Would like the attention. Would like how charming and handsome and confident and ... not broken he was. He’d -- of course, he’d be happy.

And ... that broke his heart.

I haven’t seen it yet either tbh. But I want to bc I love both Ghostbusters and the cast of this movie.