#blagdennetwork

Hey friends! So you may have noticed that my blog is running entirely on queued posts lately, and what's not queued is a readmore full of anxious rambling. This is because running this blog has become really stressful for me lately, and spending a lot of time on this dashboard (longer than it takes to queue a dozen posts and then run off again) can make me start to panic.

I know, it's a personal blog and I can put whatever I want on it, but I feel like my followers have come to expect certain kinds of posts and it makes me very anxious to think that I'm not giving that to you all. Also, my schoolwork has gotten much worse, and this blog has been pulling my attention away from it. All of these combined have been pulling my depression and anxiety down into a place I don't think is safe for me.

So, this brings me to the point of this post: I'm going to take a break from this blog for a bit. I'll still queue some posts, but I'll be running on a much smaller queue of only a few posts a day. I might stop posting entirely sometimes. This won't be very often, and will likely be from pure forgetfulness.

There are two other blogs I run that have many fewer followers than this blog that I feel much safer running and will likely continue to run during the hiatus of this blog. They are glovoid, my (mostly inactive) aesthetic blog, and mildworryatthedisco, my (very active) bandom blog.

If you need/want to contact me, please do so at the second one. I won't answer any asks or messages sent to this blog. I'm sorry.

I'll still do the promo, I'll reblog selfies if you tag me in them, and I'll come back to this blog when it's safe for me to do so without it hurting me. Don't take this as a negative thing towards my followers, please: I love you all, you've been so supportive, and you've helped me so much these past few years. This break is purely for mental health reasons.

If the above text is too long/difficult for you to read, this is the short version: Running this blog has become bad for my mental health. I'll be slightly active on it, but I won't answer any kind of messages; if you need to reach me, I'll be at mildworryatthedisco. This isn't due to any outside reasons, but just my personal health.

hi, friends! 

im opening up fanfiction commissions at $1 / 200 words ! i can write for les mis or any other musicals that ive seen, along with marvel and harry potter. 

this is to help with the infamous nyc trip, and all payments that i receive will be used to help me see musicals with my girlfriendenjjolras when we go to new york!

enjjolras and i are confirmed to be going to new york now, but we still need to raise the money to see shows ! if anyone is at all interested in helping, we now have two ways that you could give us a hand (and get yourself some nice cosplay items at the same time): 

here are les amis costume shirts, and here are vests to go with them --

both are custom made and very nice quality at that ! even if you cant buy, a signal boost (on THOSE posts, not this one) is much appreciated !

we’re planning on seeing les mis, gglam, and wicked, but (depending on how much money we can raise) we should be able to see one or two more shows

(we don’t particularly want to see phantom again, so anything but that pls)