#blackwelltask

💩-- If your character has a job, is he or she good at it? Does he or she like it?

i suppose technically i get a cut so i do have a job, and i’m not broke yet so 

💩-- What are your character’s bad habits?

bad habits? i’m too cool? um, no let’s see. i’m an awful slob. just leave shit everywhere, but it’s not dirty, you know? like, there’s not fungus or mold because that’s just disgusting.

💩-- If you asked about his or her greatest dream, what would your character tell you?

hmm, my aspiration in life.. is to be happy. beyoncé is never wrong, and it’s a pretty legit dream if you ask me. every day should be about bringing yourself or someone else a little more happiness and i stand by that. 

💩-- What’s a secret dream that he or she wouldn’t tell you about?

in the future, i hope my father takes me a little more seriously. let’s me do more in the business side of things that isn’t just hosting parties for his clients and fucking people’s secretary’s for trade sercrets.

💩-- What kind of person does your character wish he could be? What is stopping him?

i want to be the kind of guy, that people remember fondly like ‘oh yeah, he wasn’t a piece of shit’ , ‘oh yeah, one time he ate way too much chocolate pudding but that was about the worst thing he’s really done’. i’d hate to ruin someone’s good time.

💩-- What is your character afraid of? What keeps him or her up at night?

fear is weird because in one sense someone can say clowns and be done with it and then other times they have to say like ‘sickness plaguing my whole family leaving me alone forever’ and it’s all dark, but neither of that keeps me up at night. but i’d say the latter, minus the plague part - that’s way too dramatic.

💩-- What does your character think is his or her worst quality?

it’s like you’re setting me up just to flatter myself. but honestly, i’d say i’m too inconsistent.

💩-- What do other people think your character’s worst quality is?

something like i’m too spoiled, i don’t take other people into consideration, i play with people for my own amusement, i do too many drugs, hmm, and that i’m selfish or some shit but none of that’s true.

💩-- What is a talent your character thinks he or she has but is very wrong about?

i give really good advice. like, if anyone needs advice, i’m your guy. 

💩-- What did his or her childhood home look like?

my first home was in the heart of brazil, mostly because they have the laxest laws, but also because my father didn’t like to be surrounded at work. so he had the main brewery in socal and we lived outside of the country for the majority of the year. but it was nice and airy and the maids came by daily to sweep and mop and there was always fresh fruit. after i was about 11 we moved to socal more permanently and that was fun. i learned to surf and get tattoos and make mistakes so it was lit

💩-- Who was his or her first love?

*stares out the window wistfully* hey, can you put down that i was staring out the window wistfully? thanks, anyway.. my first love? how about i let you know when i feel more certain.

💩-- What’s the most terrible thing that ever happened to him/her?

my father taught me at a young age that no one stays forever. so, ever since i was two or maybe even younger, i can’t remember for certain, i had a new nanny every month so i learned not to get attached. it didn’t seem weird to me until i started to attend school and kids and parents and siblings would all introduce themselves to me on the playground hoping to get hired - even if they didn’t know me, they would approach me in hopes of catching my attention and getting paid. but it was so clear, even as young as six years old, that none of them cared about me. it was pretty sick

💩-- What was his/her dream growing up? Did he/she achieve this dream? If so, in what ways was it not what the character expected? If your character never achieved the dream, why not?

oh, the usual: an astronaut, a dentist, a robot. but sadly i am still none of those things, but i will one day be the first cyborg in space and i will be on stamps if those are still a thing. don’t ask me why i wanted to be a dentist tho. i have no idea, but there is a smiley face drawing of me with ‘teeth!’ written above it with like fifty exclamation marks.

💩-- In what situation would your character become violent?

i don’t really lose my temper, but i guess if someone challenged me or was like threatening someone i care about.

💩-- In what situation would your character act heroic?

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