#blacksista

To my 50 followers i need support. TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT WHAT FOLLOWS...This is a novel i wrote. Does this wanna make you read more? Enjoy :)

INTRODUCING MYSELF

I hang with men a lot, not that I’m not a thirsty bitch, I work in the music industry, that's why.

I've always been a little bit of a tomboy and a big fan of Hip Hop, so the studio life, moving state to state, sleepless nights, 24/7 cussings, I can handle; i'm far from being a delicate girl.

I'm 24 and I have to admit that I’ve never been in a long fulltime relationship. I'm not ashamed of that. On the contrary; I’m such proud that to me, it’s like no man has ever had that power on me yet that would make me wanna settle down. Some say it’s pathetic, that I just can’t find myself a man but I feel like a wild Lioness, and I like it. So fuck them. Sooo, me truly involved in a relationship, I don't really know what it's like. I mean I had glimpses from the few short ones I had, but being in a long real relationship I don't know what it's gonna be, If any...

It's funny how things work, cause a lot of my friends see me as their personal couple counselor, I lost count of how many of them came crying in my ears during their brokenhearted seasons. Where did they get the idea I could help them? I must be gifted… Anyway if I ever reconsider my career, being a couple therapist may be on the top of my list. *psych. Music my one & only lover. Hey! Here’s my fulltime relationship!

My last boyfriend ended our relationship after a few month; he couldn't stand coming back home in a empty place, cook for himself, watch TV waiting for me and go to sleep, alone. He was not a macho man or anything, but a being a couple rhymes with cuddle and during these three month we didn't fondle much… So after a few sex nights, restaurants and movies he was done. When I made the announcement to my clique none of them was surprised; it’s wasn’t the first time they heard “we’re done” from me. As usual they laughed their asses off. “You make them flee girl”. But I’m used to that, and it’s funny after all.

CAHPETR ONE

One day, after a studio week at the Cutting Room in NY, we decided to chill and went to a The Heats vs The Nets Playoff game. Since the rappers I work with are pretty a big deals we just went to the Barclays Center hopping to have courtside seats, none was available… so, we watched the game from the Heats owner suite…as simple as that.

Life is good.