#blackho

its nearly midnight i haven’t slept much in the last while, i can sit for hours lost in my thoughts in my mind, listening to music and craving the attention i don’t get from others, questioning the future and if i’ll even have one... i dont know who i am or who i want to be i’m so lost right now nothing makes sense, i dont want empathy or validation from others. i want to wake up and not repeat the same day over and over again