#blabberbox

how they spent most of their lives separated than together. how stan spend thirty years disproving the 'definition of insanity' just for a opportunity to just SEE his brother again. not knowing if ford was even alive but never stopping. the uphill fight ford has after the series is over. the time lost between them a gaping hole neither of them know how to fill. them being fundamentally different ppl bc of all their experiences since they last truly knew each other. stan losing time and memories but maybe not even realizing. ford having the burden of bringing stan out of those moments. learning how fundamentally different their time apart has been. discovering how their perspectives of their childhood are mismatched and warped. time becoming this physical thing looming over them bc they both know neither of them can live forever. each second feels weighted and wasted if not spent with each other or somehow providing for their family. not having enough time to fix everything. never having enough time to make up for all those lost years

I found a bunch of nsfw stancest art and am feverously trying to find source blogs to reblog from but it looks like a majority of them just don't exist anymore

If I'm not able to find a source blog do y'all think it'd be okay to post them here anyway? I don't necessarily like reposting stuff since I'm not the original creator and don't have permission but I also want to archive as much as I can :X

like a bottom!ford fan won't read anything but that or the same with bottom!stan fan?

would it turn him on? knowing this disturbing sense of displacement is shared? stan is truly the only person who could understand. together they are corrupt and outcast, bound further by this horrid word.

or would he get pissy and territorial since being a freak is tied inherently to his specialness? not that he doesn't think stan is special but he's not the same kind of special as ford.

would he try emulating the defenses/comforts stan comes up with for him? or would he brush it off and downplay it in the hopes that they could both leave it be and not bring it up again?