I'm slowly ruining myself. I can't stop looking back to the past and I'm basically allowing it to prevent me from stepping in to my future. The mistakes I made and regrets I hold still torture me, which lead me to wondering what would have happened if I did something differently, or never have made a certain decision, or fixed a problem before it was too late. It feels like I can't accept what's already happened and I'm trapped in my own history.













