#bkdk rambles

Do you cry at two in the morning imagining BakuDeku slow dancing in their wedding while playing your bkdk wedding playlist or are you ok?

it makes me very sad thinking about how isolated bakugou must feel right now. he’s the only one who knows his true feelings for deku. i’ve been annoyed at his classmates’ reactions to his emotions but i do understand they don’t know the extent of how much bakugou really cares. there might be a few who have their hunches, but there isn’t anyone bakugou feels comfortable enough with to sit down and talk to about this. even if he did, deku is the only one who truly sees him. so he just has to live with it. it must be suffocating. he has all these regrets, all these things he’s trying to atone for, all these things he probably wants to say. and he can’t even see deku. he doesn’t even know if deku could hear him if he did get the chance to sit at his bedside. it’s all just sitting on his chest and he’s suffering it alone.

i don’t know much but i do know that when mitski wrote “if you need to be mean / be mean to me / i can take it / and put it inside of me / if your hands need to break / more than trinkets in your room / you can lean on my arm / as you break my heart” she was talking about bkdk