There’s a pain I feel I can’t describe. Bitter. Bitter. Angry. You left me at the bottom of yourself. I thought different. Mistakes I kept re-doing for the sake of that sweet, sweet spot I was never granted. Jail time every time I saw the ladder. Never climbed to the top.

And you kept pushing, pushing, pushing... I thought I meant something. 

Fuck you. Fuck you and your lies. 

Bitter. Bitter.