#biromanticwitch

10:20 PM 

So.. ten hours later. 

I thinking I failed that exam. I studied so much (and not just this morning, the past few days) and I knew so much and then I get to the exam and it’s hardly what I thought it would be or what she said it would be. Great. 

Besides doing that I led that warm up activity in Music Therapy today. I don’t feel like I did that great of a job, but it was my first time doing it and the Music Therapist said I did fine. That was comforting. 

I also wrote my short short informal essay and started my formal essay. I’ll be turning in the first one tomorrow after I look over it again and writing the other one all tomorrow. It’s only two or three pages, I’m not stressed. 

I also went over and took care of a dog I’m looking after. She is so cute and adorable, and her mom pays well! 

However, today was the last that I shall allow myself to this low of a standard when it comes to writing blogs. I shall definitely up my game over the next few days now that finals are pretty much over. 

9:50 PM

Okay, I’m going to upload this so I can drown in kdramas and manga. 

I know it wasn’t a very bad crash, not by any means, but, it freaked me out and now I’m feeling drained... 

The first thing I did when I got home was hope in a hot shower, have a good cry, then dress in my warmest pjs plus a hoodie and fuzzy socks. I’m snuggled in and everything... just doesn’t feel right. 

shesh.. 

But I did talk with my girlfriend a bit and that helped... it might just take a good night’s rest to get back to normal though. 

Hope everyone had a better day than me. 

12:15 P.M.

My mom had me apply for countless amount of scholarships and grants. Because yay, college! 2:47 P.M.

Okay so my grandma said I wouldn't be able to use my phone. I used it anyways to see if a certain someone would message me back soon. Well I'm currently sitting down with a stomach ache but my nana just told me that I'm doing dishes anyways so I'm about to begin that.

It's not as if anyone else is doing absolutely nothing >_>

Off I go to clean as I listen to Halsey. I'll write more stuff later on. 3:30 P.M.

I just finished with all of the dishes finally. No one asked me if I needed help but I guess that's okay. Eh, oh well. I hope everyone is having an amazing Thanksgiving.

5:25 P.M.

Just watched this murder show thing with my sister. I loved it a lot to be honest. Now I'm watching Teen Titans Go. Well I'm listening to Twenty One Pilot's song Fairly Local as I watch the screen. What a dramatic difference. So yeah, I feel like eating some leftovers but I don't know yet. 9:08 P.M.

Don't you love whenever your family members act like hypocrites? Yeah, that's my grandma in a nutshell. Not even going to go into detail about everything or else I'll become upset again. 9:24 P.M.

Pretty sure that I'm going to be spending another night here. Yay for me. Well I hope this night it will be more enjoyable for me. I'm sorry if I seemed rude today. 10:15 P.M.

Well now I'm just going to lay in bed and scroll through Instagram and Tumblr interchangeably. 

3:14 PM 

Church was horrible. But, not for the usual reasons. 

Today was our churches, “Celebration Sunday”. And, honestly, it was a good thing we were celebrating. 

We completed 3,000 operation Christmas children boxes yesterday. But, all it felt like we were doing was patting ourselves on the back and I really hatted that… Just not into it. 

Wish we hadn’t. 

Anyway, since I got home I’ve been practicing piano between watching episodes of Arrow. 

It’s been a “fun” afternoon.

10:30 PM

I’m tired, have a headache and am cramping. 

Ug. 

I’m going to try and get some sleep. 

3:58 PM 

So... I forgot to ask my mum for more butter... but, thankfully, two kids we are taking care of tonight are coming over (duh) and their mother is bringing me an extra stick. 

Here is the video where I got the recipe. 

10:45 PM 

So, made them finally. Well, didn’t bake them yet, but everything else is done. I’ll be baking them tomorrow. 

5:35 PM 

Been studying and practicing piano. Going pretty well. Also been talking with my beautiful girlfriend @soulresonance16. So that automatically makes the day 100x better.

9:43 PM 

So, I jeaniously didn’t post my blog from yesterday again. Good job me. Apparently I fell asleep instead of posting it. 

Slow clap for me. 

Anyway, what I came on here to say: It literally makes me so happy when people ask me things on tumblr. I just think it is the coolest thing and I have a lot of fun answering them! 

Yep, all I got to say for now. 

5:40 PM

And it's this late and I have hardly blogged today. The pat on the back for today's goes to Katherine! 

Anyway. I had a pretty good piano lesson strangely enough. No yelling and no crying. However, I did get a lecture which isn't that fun. 

You know, I've been thinking about the anon who kept sending me asks about masturbation... I really hope they got things sorted out and I didn't make them feel bad or something.. When I get asks like this I always worry afterwards that maybe I miscommunication what I wanted to say (which I do quite often) or perhaps hurt them. I'd really like to know I either helped them or if they had further questions. But, this is just me overthinking and worrying I suppose..

9:33 PM 

And amazing video I want to share with everyone. 

9:54 PM 

Also... want to share this video. Amazing. 

3:29 PM 

Literally everyday I have a moment of panic that I didn’t upload yesterday’s blog. Usually turns out I did. But I still seem to panic at least ones a day. 

8:53 PM 

My mom just made me study two hours straight. She literally stood over me and made me study.

10:13 PM 

And now i’m watching this channel my sister sent to me. Rosanna Pansino. It’s pretty good. Didn’t think I would like the channel at first but, then I realized that it is a nerdy cooking channel I’m actually much more into it lol. 

10:47 PM 

And... still watching...