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“쓸쓸하지만 누구나 그렇잖아”

It may be lonely but you aren’t the only one

“옆을 봐봐 넌 혼자가 아니야 ”

Look beside you, you aren't alone

“모든 건 마음먹기 니까 ”

Everything is up to you

Keep your head up

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Chapter 3: Why are we here

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"Oh?” An unfamiliar voice expresses, when I bumped into him upon opening the sliding door back out to the restaurant from the still in a trance Mr. Choi.

I looked up at the unrecognisable man; with a few more men behind me. But his gaze was fixed on us. He looked over between me and Choi. “Oh, hello” Seunghyun suddenly greeted them. They know each other?

That man and his crew walked passed through me, pushing me back to the room, yet not even bothered by my existence. Who am I anyway? Hah... But what the fuck. This rude asshole. “I heard you were here so I thought to visit you.... turns out you were with a girl” He smirked, “Who’s she?” 

“Just-” Seunghyun started speaking but was cut off.

“You want to go to the pub? Ehhhhh, before you reject, let me use this opportunity to thank you for the other time. Come on, Choi” They urged, but the ever calm man just stood there giving it a thought. “She’ll be there too” He suddenly turned and placed his arms around me. Huh?

“What? I’m going?” I looked at the man quizically; but instead of answering my question; he dragged me out of the room with his hand still on my shoulder. “Leave her-” Seunghyun started; again cut off.

“Come on Choi” The man spoke and turned his back, his arms raised above indicating for Seunghyun to follow. 

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How did I ended up here in this PUB. 

A private room for karaoke; with booze and lots of Martel. The man called up to the waiter, while the rest of his pack settled down quickly and ordered for the songs. They started lighting up the cigarettes, then before I even realise what has happened. A string of 4 women dressed rather provocatively walked in. Each of them men ushered the ladies in, some already kissing their cheeks; some taking their hands.

“Any?” The man asked Choi, but he declined politely. How did he even have friends like these? I wondered.

The fifth lady walks in. In a fucking night gown. “Ah.... you’ve prepared well for me” The man commented; as he took her hand and slightly pushed her on to the sofa; landing with a thud.

“Why are we here?” I whispered to Seunghyun.

“Stay close” He answered and asked me to sit nearer to him. Even though I’ve tried to stay a distance away.

They dimmed the light; they sang loudly; the men turned into predators while the ladies accommodate. “Come Choi, have a drink. You too, beautiful” He poured each of us a glass of Martel mixed with iced water. “Although, not as beautiful as my lady” He took the lady’s hand and motioned her to sit on his lap. His hand playing around her bare belly button; and rubbing her arms.

What the fuck. I’m actually quite scared now.

“I can’t drink” I smiled. Which was true; I couldn’t. Tried and tested, I get flushed on the 1st glass and dead on the fourth. “Aw come on, don’t be a party pooper. Just a glass” He winked; getting me and seung hyun to ‘cheers’ and down one glass. Fuck it, it’s only a glass. It better only be a glass. I gulped the strong smell and taste of Martel down. Almost instantly, I could feel my face heat up. 

Seung hyun pretty surprised as he watched me put the empty glass down on the table. But alas, it wasn’t just a glass. The girls continued pouring for me another round even though I had said no. Are they always this persistent?

By now, they are taking turns. When one couple sings, the rest touches each other. “Why are we still here?” I asked Seunghyun, feeling a little bit tipsy after finishing the second round of glass. Unknowingly, seung hyun had his hand placed on my shoulder. Which I felt rather protected by him.

“Come, another round! To celebrate the success of Bigbang for the next few years!” The man shouted again and the girls poured more martel than water throughout. Seunghyun mentioned something to the girl, but apparently, they weren’t listening. Until he poured over 3/4 of what was poured in my glass to his...

“I need to send her back” Seunghyun told the man, and brought me up to stood along with him. 

“Ah, it’s still early! Come on, stay for a while longer” he insisted and sat him down against the couch again. Now, it’s rather obvious that Seunghyun is unhappy.

“Okay, okay, how about this....” The man pondered, “Let her dance with me” He suggested then straight away took my hands and stood me up to the middle area; trying to do some nonsensical move. I couldn’t even stop him; I could only struggle to let him go off me.

“Why?” He whispered to me, “Come on, you don’t have to be scared” He placed his head on my shoulder. 

“I think you should let her go” Seunghyun stood and took me from his grasp.

The man looked at seung hyun, surprised over his reaction. “I think he’s jealous” The man’s lady commented. “Why not let him dance with her instead?” The girl suggested. But another idea has stricken that man. He shook his head quietly; but a smirk formed on his face. “Three dares, and you can go” He said.

“No” Seunghyun flatly rejected.

“Okay” I opposed. Seunghyun looked at me with big surprised eyes. 

“What do you think you are agreeing to?” He asked.

“Just get it over and done with. I’m really dizzy. I get cranky fast in this situation” I explained, as he sighs.

“That’s the spirit” The man grinned, as if he knew Seunghyun has succumbed to my decision as well. 

“Okay first dare. Easy-- down three glass” He said. “She can’t-” Seunghyun cut, but fuck. How bad can another three glass go? I downed it without even bothering to consider anything else. 

“I like her” The man admired at me, while Seunghyun boringly downed the three shots of glass. Clearly unhappy with this arrangement.

“Alright, alright! Let’s spice things up” The man clapped, while the rest cheered on. “How about.....” He took the hand of his girl and sat her down in between his thighs, “you unhook her bra” he laughed and did it to his girl unexpectedly. The nipples now showing; while the girl flushed and lightly beat him; trying to gather up her bra. 

“No-”

“Do it”  I said.

“What?” He looked at me wide-eyed. 

“Well you don’t have to touch it Choi. Just let her sit on your lap and you unhook it. Easy” The man pressed on.

Tipsily, I took my place by Seunghyun’s lap; catching that gasp coming out from his lips. His hand placed over my back, before I slowly felt him raise my dress. My panties seen; as he carefully unhook the bra out of me.

“Lovely” He commented, “I love girls who wear red panties” My face flushed even further. “I wish I could touch them kit-”

“whats the last?” Seunghyun cut him off.

“Patience, Choi” He eased. “Just give her a hickey on her inner tight”

“No”

“What? no!”

We both shouted and reject. He was taken aback. “Well why not? You either go hard or do none at all” 

Fuck his logic.

“Or maybe I help choi finish the last dare for you?” He creeped near to me.

“N-no...” 

“Cut them some slack” The girl commented, “Just get them to kiss each other for 1 minute. Tongue action. Oh wait, maybe 2 minutes” She smiled. “Surely it’s doable?”

By now, I am not even sure if she is helping or she’s just making things worse for us. But one thing I know, once this night is over, there will be nothing going on between me and Seunghyun.

There will be no more contact.

I went ahead and start kissing him. His head tilted as he starts closing his eyes and was that him returning the kiss? Or was i imagining it all in my head?

But a second after it, the door suddenly bursts open, breaking two of us apart.  “So I heard you are here” Is that G-dragon? Kwon Jiyong? “Hyung... Shall we go?” He said a little surprised, as Seunghyun stood up and assist me to walk.

“I told you before he doesn’t like this kind of environment. I don’t see why you need to force him to do things like these” Jiyong told them off coldly.

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