#billi3thecreator

One of the classics

I personally feel like I do the most in friendships and is always there when anyone needs me. Especially when it comes down to the people who I have had friendships with for over 5 years with the most. And when they aren’t there for me the way I am for them it really upsets me. Like, even if I have to stop everything that I am doing to be by your side for 24 to 48 fucking hours I am there. And which I have done, must I remind myself. But when someone new comes a long and isn’t there for you in the utter most time of need, that you might ever need a friend but you still treat them better then you treat me is crazy. And talk to them more than you talk to me is completely fucking crazy. Like you ride for this person so much more than you do for me that people don’t even know I am your fucking “Bestfriend” or even exist. In all this stuff is just reminding me why I had to take a couple of steps back and give our friendship space a year ago. Because you don’t fucking appreciate me as friend like you should when your new bestie or should I say bffl is around. Like Im to busy riding for you and trying to keep our friendship a live that I don’t fully realize that I actually have 7 good, great fucking best friends around me that have been there for me and that I have been there for. Because I have been trying to save, keep that title for you because you was once back then one of my truest best friends.