#bigfrin

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WOOH GOD THIS TOOK A LOT OF TIME. THIS IS MEANT TO BE FOR THE AU IVE BEEN GOING ON ABOUT FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS but i can absolutely post up to here on its own i think without actually going into the au's territory too much DJBFDKFNDKFND

you spend so so much time shrinking yourself down making sure you aren't anyone else's problem. you can deal with it yourself, you need to be strong!! you make yourself look smaller and smaller but you can feel yourself straining against the bounds of your self imposed cage. but you will not let yourself escape. you can't. you've already sunk far too much time and effort into it.

but something's gotta give! so you start lashing out. it's the only way to let off steam without being truly vulnerable. and if you drive everyone away, you won't have to worry about it anymore anyway. but oh no! everyone's mad at you now. that on its own might be okay, but it's even worse than that, they're WORRIED. this is exactly what you wanted to avoid!! what do you do???

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Another redraw of big Siffrin from the art book.

Originals under the cut