#bigfishsmallpond

I have to be honest, I haven’t write a blog for almost 10 years. I remember when blogging first became popular, it actually had a meaning. It was about expressing yourself. Whether it was your voices, views, feelings or actions. We were desperate to connect with the world. We weren’t only wanted to share with the other about what we were doing or thinking, more importantly we wanted others to confirm, or agree with our actions and thoughts. 

Since then our world has changed. With today’s social media, the last thing to worry is finding a channel to connect with others. I feel I have gone backwards, for good. From the minute I shut down my facebook account, most 5 years ago, I feel freedom. I am no longer being controlled by a post or a message. Thanks to my husband, it proves a point that sometimes you should take an advice or two from your spouse. Just saying!

Someone may ask, why do I decided to blog again if I am anti-social-media? I can’t wait to give you the answer, that is for the exact opposite reason: I wanted to write for myself, I wanted to write down my thoughts throughout the day, week, and month that yet to come. I am not writing to share, I am writing so I have an internal outlet, so I can communicate with myself in a more logical, effective way. 

I had this idea the other day: assuming you have an office job (which I do), we spend hours each day writing emails to communicate with our co-workers, and customers. In addition to the time it took us to write the emails, we spend even a great amount of time to think about what and how to write the email, so we can get our message delivered in the most accurate fashion. 

How often do we do that with ourselves? or do we EVER take the time, and energy to communicate with ourselves, other than day dreaming. 

Back to school time, the best way for me to learn was always writing things down. I was never the kid that didn’t take notes. I like writing things down on my note book, I like writing them down super neat, so I know I am actually in the process of accomplishing something great. So now I am doing things again the old fashion way. I can already feel it that it makes me happy. That alone makes a successful blog!

I hope no one reads the blog, because I am only human and I do not like to be judged. I wanted this for my own space. There will be no editing, I am writing things down as the thoughts come to mind. It would be a mix of real life event plus a little superficial materials just for fun. Can’t wait to get my hands on the key broad again! 

Until then, enjoy the rest of the evening and remember, tomorrow is another day.