#bigbutch

ok got my ticket but it's for the first half of the night (the more chill diapered hangout) i'm still scared i'm gonna chicken out last minute and the play party half does cost money but they also do tickets at the door and seems to be the same price so I might just decide if i want to stay the whole time once i'm there

so sleepy had more or less good but long day and the urge to get padded is so strong rn but my thighs are a little chafed and I'm worried

why has god taken my beautiful darling zucchini I forgot about in the fridge from me

honestly highways are the true evil because I got stuck on the wrong side of the street because of the evil highway

cleaning rn and I just found 2 coloring books that I guess I never colored in!

had a weird horrible nightmare dream that my friend saw my tumblr by accident and looked up the username and went through it in front of me and I was like freaking out and we ended up talking about it for a really long time and it ended up alright? glad that didn't actually happen though that was so stressful

was looking up ot exercises and went down a rabbit hole of remembering childhood shame for having developmental issues that were well-documented in autistic children. back then i just thought i was slow or stupid or clumsy

I also realized I might not have time to get goodnites today bc she's farther away. ig I could get them tomorrow beforehand maybe? and just deal with them in my bag