#bexspeaks

ugh, adjective for life

1) tired because I've gone to bed super late and gotten up early every day of break so far

2) annoyed because I haven't had a single day of actual rest over break yet, and almost none of the stuff I've had to do has been involving things I love: soccer, hanging with a friend/friends, going to the gym (last two have happened a few times now and it's been great, but still)

3) stressed because I have still so much stuff left to do (college, next semester school stuff and homework)

4) frustrated because I've been feeling sad/bummed out for absolutely no reason lately when I should be having a blast because no school and good final exam scores 

also have this thing to do for my dad (long story short my family makes a crazy and time consuming christmas card each year and I need to draw some stuff for it)  and I can tell he's anxious about it which is making me anxious

except i'm so drained that I'm just kind of at an emotional plateau at the moment, so I have to physically try to get myself pumped for soccer tomorrow; I love the game of course but all this stuff going on is just screwing with my brain