#besafe!

To my dearest Guenevere Mabilin,

You're probably aboard your plane now.. On your way to a foreign land, not knowing when you can come back. I just want you to know that I miss you already. I do. And I wanted to hug you and cry the last time we saw each other but I stopped myself because you know I was never really good at goodbyes.. And we both know that you yourself don't like goodbyes either. We're one in the same, you and me. You're one of my best friends, my SISTER. We have been through so much together for the past years. We've had our ups and our lowest downs, we've had our fights and laughters, we've been through boy problems together and the heartaches we've overcome, it's hard to watch it pass by just like that. I miss you. Ever since we started college and you've moved to another city, I've been missing you like crazy. I don't have anyone coming over anymore to just hang out and talk. I don't have anyone I can pull and go to the mall just because I felt like it. I don't have anyone saying to me "SHOT!!!!" whenever I feel down and actually drinking our problems away just for the heck of it. I miss those days. I miss you. And I'll miss you even more now that you're thousands of miles away. We won't get to talk as much as we used to, we won't get to see each other and go shopping whenever I need it. The three musketeers of shopping galore has scaled down to two now. And fuck, do you know how much that hurts me?

But I know it's not all about me and you. It's about JCMG too. We're a sorority, bitch. And we'll be missing you massively. All those times we had together having fun? God, we'll miss it. And I'm sure you'll miss it too. But we all know that you're doing that for your family. I hope that whatever hindrances and challenges you and your family have undergone and will undergo, I hope you always know that we got your back. Even from a thousand miles away, we've got you. I GOT YOU. Okay? Never ever forget that. I love you, Guenevere Mabilin!!! And I wish I could hug you right now but I can't. Always keep in touch okay, bitch? Come back as soon as you can!! And do well with your studies and do not forget our plans of taking over the world!!! Be safe, love. 

Fuck it, I'm crying.

Forever and truly yours,