#berklanndirl

Hi mutuals. ily guys

icarus flew too close to the sun by taking on too many projects that pertain to his interests all at once and he has fallen to adhd paralysis hell

ok i know i said i wouldnt post about portal on here but IDC IDC IDC!!! it's a part of my life . but i am posting it on my alt just cos it's a bit too niche for main. But. there's this giant ass michelin factory by my house. and the road is like at the top of a hill (i think) so that you just see the roof of the factory.... and the angle of it also just makes it look like this giant city. IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN IT. BUT. basically every single time i drive past it im like... oh my gawd... this must be like what aperture looks like from the outside (assuming that any major part of it is visible from the surface). and i kinda wonder if anybody else looks at giant factories and think the same thing... 🥹

seeing homophobic or transphobic atheists is so crazy to me. like yes it's bad when religious people are homophobic or transphobic, but it's even more wild seeing it from an atheist because they can't even try to excuse it. they're just brazenly bigoted

WHEN will a beautiful and nerdy sapphic woman come my way

I'd love to have a pfp other than the default one on my main but atp I fear people will forget me if I change it. not that I think I'm famous or "that one portal blogger with no pfp" but I heavily associate people with their pfps and get confused when they change them. so I just assume other people are the same way

I find it difficult to proudly call myself sapphic or even wlw nowadays because there are people who swear up and down that both terms are synonymous with "lesbian." no I am not a lesbian, yes I like women, yes I prefer women, and yes I'm in a relationship with a man. but there are people who just cannot grasp any sort of nuance in identities. and it really sucks cos I'm like super connected to the part of me who is sapphic. it's just something that I find so purely beautiful, but now I'm hesitant to call myself sapphic now and it really fucking sucks. but I don't want to just call myself bi either because I feel like people don't see "bi" and think "sapphic" in their heads. idk. I just really love my connection to sapphicism. I just wish I didn't have to fight for my life to insist that I am still a woman who loves women