Nikki had been afraid of how she was going to feel the night after the verdict came in, she had sought Liv out that night, needing someone to talk to. Now she smiles as she settles into Olivia’s bed, ready to stay the night, ready to feel safe with Olivia. She wakes the next morning to find herself all but settled into Olivia’s lap, nestled into her chest and curled tightly around her. Olivia wakes later, smiling softly at Nikki’s soft sigh of contentment. She’d been dreading the morning after, but Nikki here, like this, makes her a little more sure that they will be okay. Somehow they’ll be okay. Nikki surprises her when she speaks, making a choice that Olivia hadn’t expected but was also oddly proud of her for making. “Can we… can you…” Nikki pauses, taking a deep breath. “Fuck me… please.” Olivia pauses, considering her answer, then speaks. “Nik, baby… are you sure?” “I can’t… I can’t stand being afraid of… of love.” Nikki’s voice cracks and Olivia hushes her softly. “Hey, hey… okay, okay just breathe…” Her touch is soft, stroking through Nikki’s soft hair, soothing her gently until she relaxes enough for Liv to gently roll her out of her lap and get up, crossing to fetch her strap, watching Nikki closely as she stepped into it, aware just how nervous Nikki was and moving to gently tuck hair out of her eyes. “Taste it babygirl…” Nikki blushes deeply, doing as Olivia asked with a soft noise of need, the gentle stroking of Liv’s hand through her hair putting her at ease. She’s soft with her touch, careful to reassure Nikki. “Good girl, just like that.” Nikki smiles slightly when she finally pulls back, letting Liv nudge her back over and onto the bed. Liv settles slowly, gently teasing hands and lips over Nikki’s body, smiling when Nikki whines and opens her legs for her, moving to tease two, then three fingers into Nikki, ensuring she’s ready before sliding into her, taking her time and moving to settle into a pace, shifting to roll Nikki up into each thrust, smiling when Nikki whines and bucks, moaning out her name over and over again. It’s clear the pleasure is rising and Nikki’s release, when it comes is loud but sweet. Olivia smiles, watching Nikki keep rutting up into her before shifting to roll them over, gently encouraging Nikki to ride the pace, leaning up to kiss her softly when Nikki leans closer, her pace picking up just slightly when Nikki’s head tilts back, the pace firm and sweetly possessive at the same time. “Such a good girl…” The comment comes when Nikki shakes undone again, Olivia moving to carry Nikki towards the bathroom, smiling when Nikki tightened her grip at her shoulders, finally giving in and turning to press Nikki back into the bathroom wall, her voice low and husky. “More?” “Please.” Despite herself Olivia smiles, taking Nikki again and carrying the pace firmly, a little more roughly this time, enjoying Nikki’s pleading moans, her pressure firmer and more determined the closer Nikki got to release, smiling when Nikki finally shakes undone. “Now… shower and you need to go make sure your kid doesn’t think you died…” Liv’s smirking as she adds. “Dinner on me tonight if you want to bring your girl over…”