#belovedmamu

lost this good time girl to a very short battle with lung cancer friday. this is how i’ll always remember her. Proper and demanding of decorum...at least when we weren’t taking toe pics and selfies of us making the silliest faces we could. losing your best friend is hard. losing your mom-who’s your best friend in the world is both absolutely surreal and numbing and exhausting trying to grasp it in any way. she never showed fear , only acceptance and the ability to grasp the beauty of every moment she experienced. #lucky #mothersanddaughters #BelovedMamu #lifewillneverbethesame #blessed by my #motherslove #grateful https://www.instagram.com/p/BqYdZrKhHOK/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=oyymem897zsh

third day of hospital cafe food while my mom’s begging to go home after 2 really bad falls in less than 5 hours friday night. she now has her left wrist in a yellow cast and her right wrist in a big fat brace. it’s turn about fair play. how many times did she feed me like a baby chick? #ilovemymom #BelovedMamu #hospitalfood sucks #calgontakemeaway #thisisthebeginningoftheend #heartsick #numb #gointhruthemotions #enufpaperwork! (at Kaiser Roseville Women And Children's) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoaGw-cFwHa/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16e88ryagjrsn

#dinner last night. a late no so #alfresco picnic in the living room with my #BelovedMamu, the #bestbeauever and #nessiecat. thanks to all my friends who contributed goodies to our feast! @AmyFriberg @tickle.and.smash , My pal @Lisa Spinella and my dearest love. #scrumptious!!! (at Cole Valley, San Francisco)

#nessie and my #BelovedMamu sharing #donuts yummo! #sweets #catsofinstagram #myboys #mother #foreverlove (at Cole Valley, San Francisco)

Go #Giants!!! an #artwatch with the Giants logo and blank #tourmaline with #jet beads as a #thankyou for a friend who helps out my #BelovedMamu in amazing ways when i'm so far away... Gratzi Linda and Paul!! (at Roseville, California)

today's #toe #pic #toefie: #BelovedMamu and her #babygirl (at Roseville, California)

at #ChristopherElbowChocolates drooling over their handiwork... as i pick up a teeny box for my #belovedmamu and a little late #mothersday #yummo treat! (at Christopher Elbow Artisanal Chocolate)