so today started off really well waking up with this person i like in my bed, i then found out i got a full time job in my field of choice and I’ve had really good conversations with a few of my close friends and yet now i lay in bed at one am, filled with anxiety partially fuelled by my need to ask my roommate to use coasters more frequently. like i know this is dumb, i know if i mention it she will and i know it doesn’t matter at all and yet it’s flooding me with anxiety and there’s so much from other irrelevant things running through my head it’s overwhelming. why do i let myself ruin such good days with such chaotic thoughts.

my love life has somehow turned into a chaotic mess and i’d like to remove myself from these emotions pls and thank u 

my manager just texted me that she drank an entire bottle of wine and thought of me and . . .  is that a good or a bad legacy ?

sorry for my excessive absence I’ve been off my computer a lot and doing a bunch but thank you for 80k sorry my posting is sporadic

love hearing the sound of rubbish bins being moved @ 1am knowing someone’s using it to break in somewhere