#beka psa

I hate that I feel compelled to post this, but at this point I don’t have a choice. There’s been a lot of questions about this story’s continuation and I’m not willing to lose anymore sleep feeling guilty about it.

All We’ve Got is Time is on a temporary hiatus. 

Mostly because I don’t have an answer to ‘When will the next chapter will be posted?’. I’m sorry if that’s disappointing - but it’s my reality. My mental health has been deteriorating for a while and I’m trying to address it as best as I can. With that comes several layers of challenges and changes that drain me. My priority right now is staying alive, to be quite blunt. Some days it’s harder than others.

I haven’t been able to touch this story that is such a reflection of my heart in 6 weeks, and that crushes me. I want more than anything to get back to writing, to feel the way I felt when I started this story. I don’t want to force it and fall out of love with the project either. And you deserve more than a numb writer churning out meaningless content.

It could be any day now, it could be a while, but we’re not done yet, folks. There’s still eight remaining chapters that you’ll see one day, I promise.

Thank you for those that have consistently left feedback and shown support for this story, you have made writing it all the more enjoyable. I’ll keep you updated.

-Beka

11.25.19

Hi y’all. Tomorrow Ch. 11 was scheduled to go up, but it’s not going to make it. I was selected for jury duty this week - it has been all-consuming, draining, and taxing on my heart and emotions. I just. . . I can’t this week. I’ll try to complete and post as soon as I can, but I really can’t give you a definitive answer on when it’ll be up. Thanks for your patience, appreciate y’all for reading.

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AWGIT will be back tonight. Just a little forewarning. 😘

Important PSA: remember to take your medication. I just finished a four day stint without mine because depression is dumb and I was a hot mess the last week. But I finally took them yesterday and I’m leveling out again. Losing mental steadiness is not worth whatever the excuse your mind makes up. Your meds are designed to help you. If they aren’t helping, visit your doctor again.