being born ugly is the worst thing that can happen to you.

Not to be dramatic but having a body is the worst

I’m so violently unattractive that I hate developing crushes because if someone as ugly as me had a crush on me, I would feel disgusted.

I hate being ugly. I'm disgusted with myself body. I also hate that I live in a world that judges and values people based on how attractive they are.

Sometimes I’m afraid no one is going to truly love me, that I won’t have a person hugging me during the night or when I have a rough day, someone that cares when I’m sick, or just someone. I’ve never had a person like that before, my mom has never cared about me, when I broke my hand on eight grade she ignored me and when she found out I told the teachers about it she made me carry a tv, it’s the same with my scoliosis, I know im not pretty, but ugly? I don’t know. I’ve liked guys before, but always in secret, I would know everything about them but they would never know about me, that’s got it worked. I’ve never allowed myself to like someone for too long, because I know nothing will happen, they won’t look at me, but it’s nice to think they will

No one talks about how feeling ugly makes you have very few photos of yourself in your gallery. My last two good selfies were taken eight months apart.