#behindlloyd

once I had a best friend, yeah. but now we're not even friends and it's so hard to accept... it's a crazy story and almost impossible, but it's true (it was, idk). well, how can I start it? we met on twitter almost two years ago (we both like cher) and we started talking, like, every day, every hour, summarizing: all the time we were talking about something or someone... she lives in another state but it didn't prevent us to know each other personally. we met 3 times and I can't explain how it was because I know that nobody would understand. we used to fight sometimes but all the fights have ended well and so cute, except for the last... I don't remember why we've fought but I know that it was a stupid fight (like the others). what I can't and don't wanna believe is that we are not friends anymore, why? we were so strong and our friendship was so special and unique... she used to care about me, she was the person I trusted most, how can I trust in another person now? because my best friend wasn't my best friend.  we made two promises and now they don't mean what they used to mean for us. remembering that we used to sing oath together, good times... there are so many songs that explain exactly how I feel right now but there's one I like a lot and it is don't forget, by demi. I'm sorry, really, so sorry.