#beforeitbegan

Serenia! Serenia! You'll never guess what! You're going to be an auntie...TWICE! *laughs joyfully* I still can't believe it.... Typ can't either. He's already coming up with combination of baby names for if it's two boys, two girls, a boy and a girl.

After all this time, I'll be overjoyed no matter what we have but I think Typ would secretly like a son. And I would love to have a daughter I have to admit.

So one of each would work wonders. But we will love them no matter what.

Serenia......*heavy breathing* something's really wrong. I don't feel so good and the babies....oh Serenia, I'm so scared.

I've called for Typ and he's on his way back. I'm not sure how long he's going to be but he promised me he's coming back as fast as he possibly can.

I'm so grateful for him...*gasps* it's getting worse. I feel so weak.

*pauses*

OH MY GOD SERENIA MY WATERS JUST BROKE. I

I am ecstatic. And SO relieved ! I finally told him Serenia. About the baby. I wish you could have seen his face. His eyes went so wide *giggles* and he'll hate me for telling you this but I saw tears in his eyes. I think he may have been crying when I left him with his work and his thoughts.

It's such a big weight off my mind and my chest. I'm so glad I found the words and courage.

Now I have no idea how to tell him.

I know he's going to be so happy. I can picture his face right now. But when I come and say the words, they just twist in my stomach. And then I say nothing. I just smile or say I love you . So stupid.

I'm not sure I even have the words to truly express this right now. At least how I want to. Maybe there really isn't the words to describe this.

I have to tell him. I have to

Serenia.....I'm so glad you can *static* I can't wait for you to see them.

They're so....they're so beautiful.

Before Cal...passed away *distortion* named them Tyreen and Troy. Wonderful names for our children.

*crying in the background*

*crackling* you there Serenia? *Sighs* I don't know if this will get to you

*prolonged crackling* gone.

I managed to *static* e twins.

*crying in the background then distortion*