#beespoke

the transgender urge to change your name every time you start liking a new character or thing

something something. memory as monster. a memory is a monster. all memory a monster that eats itself. it eats you, eventually, because it eats what makes you who you are. memory as many monsters and all of them writhe together, biding their time, siphoning pieces and dispersing them amongst each other, or stealing from each other, fighting among themselves and you, knowing that to win is total annihilation, that to survive is to be both the sword of damocles and the head its hanging above.

every few months i come back to this app and get to reblog the 10/10 art by super talented people of my fave The Character of the Hour and that’s honestly great and it’s inspiring too and i’m like “maybe i can finish that 35k+ [redacted] fic i’ve been writing for 2 & a half years or any of the countless one-shots lounging in my wip graveyard” only to close the app realise i am in fact brainless, and rinse, repeat

uh, guys? I know I said I wouldn’t correlate my art with my worth again but, um, haha, like, funny story, I—

got wayyyy more emo about the kpop demon hunter movie than I thought I would???