#beechitchats

I'm thinking about drawing a comic book, a long series and Im planning on posting it here! Would you guys be interested?

For those who asked about my stunt of throwing a bra at the Chicago NSP/TWRP/Starbomb Concert. I am 19 years old. I first was worried about throwing it on stage, but I bought these bras specifically for this show. They were $5 and cheap from Ross. I wrote on one to have a laugh and the one I was wearing was just for giggles that didn't even make it on stage. For those who are worried. One thing I do want to address, It's cool to have those moments when the performer is accepting of what is being thrown on stage (All Time Low, Blink182, Mac DeMarco etc.) and when the performer isn't accepting, often times they would tell staff of the venue such as Black Veil Brides, Beyonce, Katy Perry etc. If a staff tells you not to throw things, then don't. If you are under the age of 18, you should probably keep your clothes on because it's illegal, and if your parents were to see you, they probably wouldn't be happy. I told my mom and dad BEFORE I even did because I still live with them. They said go for it. Ask for permission. Before I threw the bra I asked the staff and they said at their feet. Which most people did. The leather jacket wasn't accepted and staff did have to kick the person out. Captian MeowOuch laughed it off, but he was highly confused about it. The paper wasn't thrown at Arin, it also had a note. Most of the bras didn't make it on stage or landed on their feet. Dan didn't stop it rather than laugh and counted. If you see a performer not enjoying having things thrown on stage or STATES not to throw things on stage, you shouldn't. Overall, be safe on what you throw on stage and when to throw it. Its one thing to throw it while they are performing, but throwing it to mess them up is another. Most of the time people threw bras when they were away or at their feet to make sure. If you are to throw something on stage, make sure you aim for feet, not face. Throw not during songs, rather at pauses or end of songs. Hope this helps? I'm sorry if people found my actions "goofy" or "disrespectful". But I also wanted a good laugh and memory.

Fuck this. Fuck that. Fuck men. Fuck this shit. I spent a whole week and a half with googly eyes for this bitch. For him to make things awkward between us at work. For him to not message me after 3 days. I had the fucking nerve to actually speak to him. And he has some shit ass nerve to fucking call it off because "he takes work seriously." "I have personal problems". Fuck you, it wasn't like we were dating. "I thought you would get the hint." Bitch im too fucking stupid to play your shit ass games. Men are horrible, they suck. Everyone sucks. Fuck this bullshit.

I don't know what you would call us. I don't even think this is even liking each other. I just think this is us trying to fill an empty heart. At least on my end. The worst part of this is that I don't know what you are thinking, and that's all I want to know. We work together, and seeing you today was't too awkward, but it wasn't what you call normal either. I constantly felt like you wanted me gone, away, somewhere else. As if you wanted the phone to ring so I'd have to go to my computer. Our boss thinks we like each other, that at least I like you. He isn't wrong, but I don't want you to know that others know that I like you (If that makes sense). I want you to get super drunk, to the point you come and talk to me. About anything. You love me, well not really me, you like my body, but that's still me. Just a part of me. God I just want this feeling to be over, because even if we made it clear in the start that we are only gonna sext each other, nothing more, maybe less. I post things on my snapchat hoping to catch your attention. Then when I see you saw it and haven't reply, I get the hint you don't want to talk to me. Which is okay, but then I wait for you to talk to me. Which is the worst. I'm not attached, I just want your attention that you give me. I don't obsess over you as a person, I just want the cute names you give me, the words you speak to me. I want that, not your relationship, nothing else, just your attention you give me.

Is it possible to have a emotional relationship with dan's hair than dan himself?

Honestly, i been seeing way to many posts on this. Yes, he cheated. Yes, he saw it was bad. Yes they are human, shocker. Yes, danny hasnt had perfect relationships. Lets move on and stop de-humanizing him and Kevin for them going personal on things they don't have to tell us in the first place.

I love this stupid best friend. I probably had the best Valentines Day ever in the history of Valentines Day with the best person in the world, as who I will refer to as “Cool Kat” for the sake of his identity. We took the train to Chicago and fucked around the city. We met this old man with cool cassette tapes, fell into the river, walked around in allies that we probably shouldn’t have walked down, laughed at the people falling on patches of ice, watched The Notebook for couples dates even though we arent even close to a couple, went into stuffy record stores, and ate pizza in the snow city of Chicago. I don’t think I ever saw Cool Kat smile so hard or even laughed so hard than today. Best friends at heart, soulmates at best, and to say the least, coolest bitch I know. Of course, today is suppose to be the day you spend it with someone you love, and god strike thunder upon me, but I love Cool Kat with all my heart. You never realize how great a friend is till you screw around the Chicago city and laugh at the stupid things you do in the moment. He told me to take the adventures you go to and take the trains to the railroads of dreams. To sharing earbuds while listening to ‘Life Is Strange’ soundtrack on the train, walking hand in hand down the sidewalks we leave our mark, down to the amazing talks we had, down to the hipster cafes we sat and listened to 'Obstacles’ by Syd Matters, and telling me your goals. Man, hand and hand we will go all the way towards your dreams, Cool Kat. Partners in crime, chocolate to my strawberry, smoke to my high, you are truely my Cool Kat. To finish this longful post, best Valentines EVER.

Listen, to any college student/anyone who is facing depression, you not alone. Its okay to hate your school, its okay to hate the people, its okay to hate your classes. You are alright. You have comfort of your family. Please dont push your family out of the way because you are afraid to tell them the truth. Tell your family if you are depressed. Please. Dont let yourself suffer, we care. We all care. Someone cares. Please, open your mouth if you suffer from depression. Speak up and we can work threw this together.