#becomeshope

✂   A fandom that you feel isn't open and accepting ?

HMM.      okay,     this  by  no  means  reflects  the  current  community,     but  it’s  just  my  experience  from  a  year  or  so  ago  ??    but,    like    --     the  marvel  fandom.      i  had  a  blog  way  back  when  and  idk  !!    i  never  fully  felt  comfortable  on  my  dash.      maybe  i  didn’t  give  it  a  good  enough  chance,     maybe  i  wasn’t  following  all  of  the  right  people,     but  G O D   i  was  always  afraid  to  even  approach  /  follow  other  blogs  because  it  was  so  tight  knit  at  the  time.      everyone  had  their  established  partners  and  what  not,   YA  KNOW.     i  get  that  cliques  are  common  in  every  fandom.      i’m  guilty  of  having  my  preferred  favs.     IT  WAS  ALWAYS  JUST  TOO  INTENSE.... 

☢   What fads/trends are you so over ?

i  don’t  mind  any  of  them  tbh  w/  you !      I  MEAN.     most  of  them  come  and  go  so  quickly  i  really  don’t  even  have  time  to  care.   LMFAO.      i’m  just  a  firm  believer  in  letting  people  do  whatever  tf  they  want  with  their  blogs  and  if  they’re  happy  with  it  and  having  fun  with  their  choices  then  Good  for  them.      i  think  the  only  trend  that  was  ever  too  much  for  me  was  when  people  were  writing  their  replies  out  in  photoshop  to  fancy  them  up  in  the  post.    AND  ALL  THE  BORDERS  N’  STUFF  WITH  IT.      that  was  wild. 

☀ What's your rp pet peeve ?

the  fact  that  it’s  always  treated  like  a  fkn  competition  !!      it  doesn’t  even  matter  what  it  is.     themes,    writing,    portrayals.      it  feels  less  like  a  place  to  enjoy  a  character  and  writing  with  others  and  more  of  a  game  of  ‘  who  did  it  best.   ‘     i’ve  just  seen  a  lot  of  misplaced  hostility  in  my  years  in  the  indie  community  and  at  this  point  i’m  so  over  it ?      I  DON’T  EVEN  CARE  ANYMORE.      you  do  you  but  leave  me  out  of  it  tbh  i’m  just  here  to  have  fun  and  spiral  about  my  favs  daily.    

⚜  How many people do you not like ?

salty meme !!

☄ - have you ever been caught in the middle of drama ???

♥ What's the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

@purrsuasion @lantcrn @depthdweller @thedevilscourt @silverheartsilverskin @peacemaiden @abamentia @shootspeople

            DO PEOPLE LIVE only to die? a HAUNTING question – the meaning of LIFE. he ponders it more now that he is no longer LIVING than he EVER did when he HAD been. curious, that death begets death. he knows not how to COMFORT her. she has lost MUCH and he understands, but he does not know how to reconcile her GRIEF because he does not know how to reconcile his OWN. how can one help another when they cannot help THEMSELVES? “ dying is EASY. it’s the LIVING part that remains DIFFICULT. that you got up this morning at all, that you CONTINUE to live is testament enough to your STRENGTH. ”

                ❛    GWEN STACY.    just the person i was looking for.    ❜

the fuckbois have arrived