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But wewowait a minute. In the whole Ostia n Rโtan role switch would Rโtan be bigger than the average bear? I ask cause in the drawing of vampire girlfriend he looks more Bean stature
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Does Ostia ever use her sharp clawed toes and robo-legs to walk around upside-down on the roof?
Oh yeah absolutely. If you've got hardware as good as giant metal claw feet and you live in the grim darkness of 40k you really gotta know exactly what you're capable of at all times.
I imagine it'll come up in the mainline fic at some point.
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Alright, it's time. It's time for a 'who the heck are these characters?' post, as I know there's a fair few new people now and Ostia's RPG is long over. Apologies to everyone who's a veteran for the rehash here.
So, who are these characters?
OSTIA
Ostia Vitia Haldus Began as an RPG character for a brief 4-session Knight Scion interlude my Tabletop group started after a Rogue Trader campaign. I never built her with the intentions of long-form storytelling but I think it's a bit of an understatement to say she grew on everyone.
Her backstory is a bit scattered across asks on this blog, but the long and short of it was that she was pressured into the Throne by a politically minded mother after the Knight killed her older sister. She's a bit of a grump, and exists as a ball of combat prowess, and has been fighting for most of her life as a way of running from her own past actions.
There's a bit more information on her and the RPG in the following asks/posts: Bing Bong Boink
R'TAN
R'tan, my beloved. <3
R'tan came to exist entirely out of the post-RPG story fever wherein I realized I wanted to keep Ostia around but no longer had an RPG to situate her in. Being a scion, it was an opportunity to have a 40k OC actually work with Space Marines and not have it be super out of left field, and I wanted to embrace that. The Salamanders are tied for first on fav loyalist chapters so here we are.
THEN R'tan ended up being the most loveable and wholesome thing since a warm blanket on a winter day, and here we are.
Originally workshopped to be a tragedy, his lore has thankfully taken a more wholesome bent, but I have both floating around the blog.
Sad times Not sad times
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Yes. I know some folks aren't fans of shipping, so I try to keep it not the focus, but just look at them. To die for.
In reality, while writing it, I like the idea of the human being the one worn down by circumstance while the giant post-human weapon is far enough removed from regular life to weather everything with a smile and a joke. It's a fun dynamic. I try to keep things canon/lore-friendly since I know folks like that but I won't budge on these two.
Zorael
I have not forgotten about my gentle boy, he'll be joining the crew.
Zorael was a Blood Angels Deathwatch librarian I played for a single fever dream of a session. Wowie what a rollercoaster that was. Mute after surviving Ultramar, he's a soft-spoken (telepathically) Astartes who's a bit superstitious. He uses Augury through a hand-crafted tarot deck, but when he's not in combat does tend to get up to a certain amount of mischief.
I haven't gotten too far into his nonsense yet, but he'll be getting smushed together with everyone else aboard the Ardent Monarch in the lore soon so fear not.
Speaking of...
The Ardent Monarch and her Crew
+Various others
The crew of the Ardent Monarch was the rather oddball Rogue Trader RPG group that immediately preceded Ostia's inception. We had to stop as our titular Rogue Trader became too busy with RL stuff, and it was going to be a bit strange to have arguably the heart of the ship switch to being a semi-sidelined NPC.
However, the group and their adventures were delightfully cursed and featured the amount of extravagant excess, petty noble squabbling, and over-the-top bombastic violence you'd expect from Rogue Traders.
Two characters who are also entering the Lore very soon and farther away are Gavus Thren and Ludwig Martel
Gavus will be in the Fic proper in the next part or so. His introduction side plot can be found here along with some extra lore bits. Ludwig will be a bit of an antagonist. While his entrance is a ways off, The illustrious Darka-art blessed me with a design for him, and I simply had to do the vignette to show it off. He's the last major introduction for a major character that I have planned, though, so technically all the pieces for the story have been mentioned in one way or another.
READ ORDER: Character Page for context (You're here!)
Conclusions for the RPG end and Ostia's state of mind pre-meeting R'tan
Introductions (Ostia + R'tan meeting for the first time)
Into the Obscura (The Fic proper - I will warn you, the first couple parts of this were written first so I apologize in advance for the poor writing)
Any additional semi-canon and non-cannon content for Ostia and Co. are in Obscura Adjacent, which is usually just doing drabbles or character interactions as requested via asks here.
For all the characters, I always tag their names, so if you're interested beyond these rundowns you can find more. (I've included them all below for easy clicking) Or just ask, I'm happy to rehash stuff!
These are just the main ones as well, Beanguard is much beloved, but I've run out of space for his pictures. Just know he's a very nice, smooth man who tries his darndest. WARDEN, Ostia's Knight, is possessed by the soul of her dead sister Lucelle. Marius, Ostia's second, grieving the loss of her father and watching her suffer just like him.
Recently everyone expressed their love for my Scourge so her (El-Shay) and Marc and now characters as well. While not featured in the fanfic they are beloved by me.
There are also now some scattered posts tagged as the Drakesblood AU, wherein the roles are reversed with Ostia as the Space Marine and R'tan as the Imperial Knight Pilot. This will likely be a creative exercise and not really a full-blown fic, but if you see a giant blood angel GF around that's where that's coming from.
This list is non-exhaustive. I make a point of coming back and editing it as things happen and people are added to the crew. It's the least I could do since I've got it pinned!
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Does the existence of a Bean House Guard and a Bean Chapter Serf imply the existence of a Sororitas Bean Novice?
Bean is as much a character as he is an essense. A state of being and state of mind.
To be Bean, you just need to be a gentle, kind individual trying your hardest. Care for those around you, greet each day with optimism, but also understand that you can only do so much. Remember to take care of yourself, as well.
Shaving your head is the final stage of Bean. The smooth nature of a bald head unlocks the final power of becoming truly friendshaped.

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Was doing a hair comparison for these two and uh.. yeah I've got a type.
Well... two types...
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Getting back into the 40k doodles after being very inspired by this post from @crysdrawsthings. Charlotte sleeping on her throne to be closer to family was a mood I could relate to. After taking some time off I feel both refreshed and rusty in my skills. really gotta shake the dust off here :s | Patreon | Who the heck are your characters? | Ask me Anything | Commission Info | Redbubble | Ao3 |
Beanguard and Hersheys 18. Ehehehe...
Hair is the name of the game!
Bean definitely had the scruffy curls look through childhood. His hair is likely a really beep brown in color. Through growing up he kept it shortish mostly because there just wasn't time to upkeep it or have it not just be terribly dirty.
Once Bean joined up for training he shaved as a way to quickly and easily clean up. Would he grow his hair out again? Maybe. Given the right time, the right mood. Beans time with the guard has changed him, his continued head shaving reflects that.
Herschel came out of the vat perfectly prim and proper, full mustache and all.
I only partially jest. In reality, he's had a period in his life where he was on the run and certainly had his appearance suffer as a result. However, he'd never admit it to anyone. The only records you'll ever find are the immaculate paintings hes commissioned, a sculpted and manicured image of the man he wants you to see.