#be eccentric

First time attempting fried rice, I should have cut the bell peppers and carrots smaller like I did with the onions.

There are so many other reasons to compare modern society to a dystopian novel but artists finally being eccentric again is not the enemy you think it is.

Sometimes I see quotes like this and i want to believe it but I can’t help but think that it’s all just bullshit. I’m not depressed or socially awkward. Far from it. I’m quite a talkative, funny and sociable person and I pride myself on my ability to strike up a conversation with just about anyone and about anything. You might be wondering what my problem is if I’m so great right? I’m surrounded by so many people yet still i feel so alone. I always feel like no one really cares to really get to know me or is genuinely concerned about my well being. I have two genuine friends but they’re so far from me and we’re all doing our own thing I guess. We keep in contact but of late I feel like even these connections may grow weak. I honestly don’t know what i’ll do if this comes to pass. They say this is part of growing up but I’m losing so much and gaining nothing as I go through the motions. I won’t apologize for my open mind and eccentric personality. In a society where social media moulds everyone’s personalities, I refuse to conform to it. Where are the free thinkers? The explorers? The inquisitive? Sad to think that some people may read that sentence and think of a conversation while high or a drunken experience. TBH I don’t think anyone is ready to meet someone like me because social media hasn’t taught us to how to be different and whether they know it or not, that scares the shit out of people. 

Good Problems-I Like to Change

I just made this lyric video for Collapse by Good Problems. I love this song so much. The video is kind of boring because I'm just getting the hang of the new Windows Movie Maker. I miss the old version.

Love this song so much :)