I read up a little bit on breathplay and the power dynamics of choking before bed last night, and then proceeded to dream about playing out a scene in which I was completely posable for the entire day. My partner sat me down, stood me up, put my hands in my lap, on the table, crossing my arms, etc. Same with my legs: crossed at the knee while I’m in a chair, feet flat while I’m on the couch, cross-legged when I’m on the floor. He posed my neck so that I could look out the window, or so that I was just looking at the floor, etc. He put me in front of my laptop at the kitchen table and played a movie for me, and all I did was blink. We did have visitors, and they talked to us like nothing was going on, and didn’t seem too bothered that I wasn’t responding to them, which just seemed...weird, considering the issues with consent and what they must have thought the reason behind my behavior was. *shrugs wildly* The logistics are a bit confusing too. Did he feed/hydrate me? Well, of course, but how? The dream skipped that part. What happened when I had to go to the bathroom? *shrugs wildly* My only attempt at deciphering what my unconscious mind presented is that I’ve been having a lot of anxiety lately and feeling out of control about all these assignment and project deadlines that are coming up, and I was looking at an obscure Canadian actor’s IMDb page, and saw a screencap of one of his movies where he has his hand around a woman’s neck, and I felt some feelings. So, he was my partner in the dream, and he helped me deal with my supposed lack of control by actually taking away my control??? *shrugs so wildly that I pull a muscle in my neck* All I know is, when I woke up this morning, I knew I had a lot more reading to do.