I told him that you’ll be the last one, I told him that if this thing between us will fail to work out.. I swore to him that it will be the last time that I’ll give my heart out to someone. I was scared, it was full of uncertainties and my human heart have taught me to recognize something that will not work out.. There was a point where I almost shut my eyes and brace for the impact of heartache.. it was there.. my arms stretch out in front of me like a little girl on the highway bracing for the crash of a hitting car. But then, your warm hands hold mine and put it around your body allowing me to lean my cheeks on your beating heart. We stood there on the cold dark night, finding each other’s arms, recognizing each other’s scars. Crying our hearts out because we are two souls who have learn to patch ourselves up. We found each other I found you and God.. It felt like a match made in heaven. God help me because every time I close my eyes all I see is you.. I see you at the corner of the aisle... I see you in the middle of the kitchen dancing around with your barefoot.. I see you holding my first child’s hand.. I look at you and all I see is a million versions of me falling in love with you over and over again...
Gessika S. (The last one)
